How Did I Ever Live Without You? (Bughead fanfic)

What He Hates and Likes

     He liked endings the most. He liked the feeling of closure he got from something ending. He hated beginnings though. Too false and rushed. Everything was better at the end. He liked thunderstorms. He liked the sound of rain and the smell. He also thought that storms just seemed to fit him. He liked when he could walk the halls of the high school and people would cower out of his way. He liked being feared and he even liked a little but of violence.

He hated sun. It made his olive skin burn and his body sweat. He hated fake smiles (and real ones too). He hated when people stared at him for being different. He hated how people called him 'Donnie Darko' and 'Slughead'. He hated the laughs of the popular girls as they flirted with the football players. He hated how all of the Northsiders seemed to be so much better than him.
     
Something else he hated was loneliness. You'd think he'd be used to it now, after everything that happened, but he wasn't. Everyday, the aching loneliness he felt grew and grew. There was nothing that could be done about it. He'd had a rough life, and he hated feeling that way. Scared, vulnerable, powerless to do anything about his own life. So he changed. He shed away the pain, the vulnerability. He shed away the scared little boy dependant on his family that was rapidly falling apart. He grew up into a confident, feared teen who had nothing he wanted, but just enough to survive.
     
What did he like? Well not a lot. But he knew for sure that he liked her.  No. He loved her. 

Thank you for reading this first part!Basically this story is a stereotypical new good girl falls for bad boy romance. I know it sucks, but its my first fan fic and I'm trying to get better with every chapter. Anyway, thanks for reading!
-Sheaz