Bittersweet Love

Chapter 1

Ida pov.

I wake up feeling like my head is going to explode the bright sunlight from the window almost blinding me ughh “who open this fucking window” I muttered to myself I’m never drinking again or at least not that much I had the worst hangover ughhh wait how did I even get here in my bed in the first place last thing I remember from last night is that I was dancing with cerys and alicia while ashton my boyfriend was bringing us more drinks I looked around our dorm room I share it with cerys and alicia but I didn’t see them anywhere while I was trying to get out of bed which I fail miserably and fell on the floor I groaned like a dying animal probably not the most attractive sound I decided I’ll just lie here on the floor till someone of them come back and help me cause I’m sure if I tried to get up again I’ll fall again and die while I was Lying here I heard loud laughter from outside the dorm door and then the door burst open and here comes my two idiotic bestfriends that I love them to death but probably not so much in that moment they were laughing their ass off I groaned again loudly and said “please stop you are killing me” they stopped immediately and rushed to me to help me up “Ida why in hell are you Lying on the floor?! We left you like an hour ago on the bed sleeping peacefully and snoring like an animal”alicia said laughing while helping me up with cerys, cerys just chuckled “nothing I just like that ceiling so much that I thought it’d be better to observe it from the floor ya know” I said sarcasm dripping from my words, Alicia just rolled her eyes at me while cerys burst out laughing ohh that girl just laughs easily at any and everything but that’s one of the reasons why I love her “just fucking bring me anything for that headache my head’s gonna explode” I said I always be in a bad mood whenever I’m sick and especially when I’m hangover, alicia went to bring me some aspirin and water while cerys stayed with me “how did I get here last night” I asked cerys “ ashton gave us all a ride last night then he went home” she said , alicia came back and handed me the aspirin and water, I took them and said “wait he gave us a ride fuck guys he drove while he was drunk?!” I was so worried about him “don’t worry he was just a little bit tipsy but he kept drinking water and was all good and gave us a ride” alicia said, the medicine kicked in and I started to feel better “okay one minute I’ll get dressed then let’s go have breakfast” I said getting up going to the bathroom to freshen up and to get dressed before I closed the door of the bathroom I poked my head outside of it and asked them “where were u guys this morning?!” “morning class!!” cerys said giving me the *duhh* look “oh I forgot” I said smiling sheepishly at them and went back to getting dressed they just rolled their eyes at me.

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 We just finished breakfast and now I was drinking my coffee talking with cerys and alicia about classes and the upcoming final exams but my mind couldn’t stop thinking about what ashton told me last night in four days they’ll be leaving him and his band mates for their new tour I couldn’t stop thinking how much I’m gonna miss him or how long it’ll be till I see him next I felt so sad we started dating two months ago and since that moment we always are with each other but now he’s going on a tour and I can’t be selfish and tell him to stay with me it’s still his job “ida, hey” moni said snapping her fingers in front of my face I zooned back from my own little world “yeah sorry I just zooned out” the both looked at me with concern written on their faces “what’s wrong honey?” alicia asked. “nothing i was just thinking”  I said trying to convince them that I’m okay to let it go but they looked at me suspiciously and I knew they weren’t going to let it go “ida sweaty if you got that look on your face it totally doesn’t mean nothing, so what’s wrong?” cerys said worried “ughh it’s just ashton told me last night that they’re going on a tour in four days and i.. I just don’t know how I’ll survive all that long without him you know since we started dating we always have been with each other it’s gonna be so hard” they both looked at me Understandingly knowing what I was going through at the moment “babe I know it’s gonna be hard but u have us we will help u get through this and in no time he will be back here with you” cerys said to me smiling encouraging me I nodded my head at her in appreciation of her help “we will even go with you to this football matches that we all know that we hate except you love them to death and all the thanks is for your lovely boyfriend who made you crazy about this shit like him ” alicia said and we all laughed “aww guys I wuv you” I said in a baby voice laughing “ohh for god’s sake don’t get all cheesy on us save it to the lovely boyfriend” cerys said I pouted and said “you are no fun” they just chuckled and rolled their eyes at me and we all got up to go to our classes..