Bittersweet Love

chapter two

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Ida pov.

I was sitting on my bed with cerys and alicia on my laptop watching some videos of a youtuber cerys said she’s amazing and hilarious and wanted us to watch some of her videos so here we are but man she is really funny and halirious it actually gave me the idea to do something like that with cerys and alicia suddenly I heard my phone ringing I picked it up from the nightstand and checked the caller ID and it’s like my whole world lightened up when I saw his name and that adorable picture I took of him when he wasn’t looking the day we met I answered quickily “hey babe” he said and it’s like a cue a cage of butterflies burst open in my stomach “hi ashton I missed you so much” I said happily “I missed you more, what are you doing?” he said “nothing just watching some youtube videos, u?” I said “just finished rehearsals with the guys so we are heeding to MacDonald’s to eat now” he said and  in the background I heard someone saying/singing “I’m soooo haungry  ida come with us we miss you we miss you” I figured it’s luke, I burst out laughing and my friends looked at me weirdly I just waved my hands at them dismissingly  “would u like to join us u and girls?” ashton asked “wait a min. lemme ask them” I said turning my head to my friends to ask them “guys wanna join ashton and the guys with me they are going to MacDonald’s?” I asked them “yeah pwease lady dying  of  hunger here” cerys said and we all burst out laughing “your saying ‘pwease’ then u think of yourself as a lady you’re so not normal” I said laughing at my bestfriend “whatever” cerys said turning her back to me acting offended I just laughed at her then I looked at alicia to see if she want to come with us, she just looked at me like I’m stupid and said “like I’m gonna miss an opportunity like this free food and going out with smoking hot guys” she said matter of factly I laughed at her realizing she’s right and cerys joined us “man I still can’t get over the fact that we are actually friends with them” cerys said “I’m kinda still hear ya know” I heard ashton’s voice on the phone oh god I tatally forgot he’s still on the phone waiting for an answer “oh god sorry i frogot you still there” I said blushing “it’s okay babe so u guys coming?” he asked “yeah we’ll meet you there” I said “okay babe be careful see ya there” he said “okay bye” I said hanging up “let’s get ready” i said and we all started to get ready

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We were sitting with the boys eating and I noticed something I caught alicia few times looking at luke smiling but he didn’t see her when one of the times she noticed that I caught her she blushed looking down I just looked at her oddly and gave her the look that means we’ll talk later she nodded and went back to her conversation with cerys suddenly I felt a warm breath on my ear then I heard ashton whispering “let’s go for a walk alone I wanna talk to u” I looked at him and nodded my head feeling my heart beating irregulary, we said to the guys that we’ll go for a walk then ashton’ll drive me to the dorms with his car and gave cerys my car keys so they take the car when they’re leaving, we said goodbye and left.

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We are walking in silent a comfortable one and I just couldn’t help myself but think again of the day his leaving it’s too soon and I’m dreading that day to come I also noticed that there’s something on his mind cause he looked kind of lost in his thoughts “ashton” I called him and his head snapped to me he stood silent for a moment then he suddenly said “I’d like to take you on a date tomorrow a special one” I looked at him for a while it’s been so long since we last went on a date but then I kept thinking of his words what does he mean by a special date maybe he mean a fancy one all our previous date were normal but that doesn’t mean they weren’t perfect everything with him is perfect, I noticed he’s still waiting for my answer I looked at him “I’d love to” I said smiling at him then he just smiled his adorable smile showing his cute little dimples making the butterflies go wild In my stomach I started to lean closer to him slowly teasing him but he suddenly crashed his lips to mine kissing me passionately and hard I just kept kissing him like there’s no tomorrow I wrapped my arms around his neck and I felt him pulling me tightly to him my lungs were screaming for air so slowly I started lean back and just looked at him in the eyes I kept staring at him lost in his beautiful  eyes and he also kept staring at my eyes it’s like he’s staring at my soul one of the things I love about him is that he can always read me well always knew when something is bothering me or making me sad, “ I don’t want to you too leave” I said softly “I’m never leaving you, ida you are like my soul without you I’m not alive you are everything to me” he said softly stroking my cheeks still staring at my eyes I cupped his cheeks I pecked him softly on the lips I always love kissing him his lips are so soft and just fit mine perfectly, I realized we are still standing in the street I looked at my watch and noticed it’s getting late “I think we should head back it’s getting late” “okay let’s go” he said the car ride was silent just but there were some  small talks every now he hold my hand all the ride and I just kept smiling all the ride like a mad man then he parked the car so I started  to get out but he stopped me “u forgot something” he said and I looked at him confused but then I felt his soft lips on mine, I smiled through the kiss he pulled back and kissed my cheeks “I’ll pick you up tomorrow at seven okay” he said “okay but what should I wear, fancy or casual?” I asked “kinda fancy wear a dress okay” “okay bye” I said waving at him getting out of the car “bye” his said waving back smiling  I walked to my dorm room trying to control those butterflies in my stomach I can’t wait for tomorrow when he kissed me after he asked me on a date it wasn’t like any kiss we shared before it was.. I don’t know it just made me frozen it made me want to stop the time at that moment suddenly I relized something.. I don’t like ashton… I love him..