Kidnapped - JK fanfiction

RUINED!!

Chapter 39

We all entered the room and found her sitting on the bed...

She was pale and scared

And looking at us she started tearing up and that's when she spoke

" I'm ruined !!!"

"I'M RUINED!!"

She suddenly grabbed her hair strands in her hands and started wailing out loud

"I'm ruined!!!!
, I'm ruined !!
I should have died the same day ......
I'm ruined!!!"

Seeing her like this I was shocked and broken!!!

How could I never know she was hiding this much pain in her heart and still serving me everyday!!!

I was dumbfounded how nicely she faked all her smiles and looked happy all the time!!!
She was wailing endlessly...

I immediately paced towards her trying to calm her down...when karan stopped me saying

" No use !! She won't calm down ...this is not the first time she got a panic attack she will take some time to calm down on her own.

"You mean let her cry & do nothing!!
, You could not sound anymore dumb Mr. Karan!!"

I spoke freeing myself from him and pacing towards her....I sat on the bed near her trying to talk to her but she just pushed me and told me to stay away...

THAT DOESN'T MEAN IM OBEYING YOU MAIRA!! I said firmly

I tried again trying to grab her hands but evrytime she yeeted my hands away and crying endlessly

Karan and trisha were watching me trying everything and even told me to stop trying
....

And then I held her arms tight and pulling her to my chest and not letting go of her...she tried to push me but now I was holding her firmly when she couldn't push me anymore she started screaming

" Let go of me !

You will also leave me like everyone!!

No one loves me !!! ,

I'm RUINED!!!

I was ruined!!! , .

I'm not pure !!

I'm a sinner

Let go!!!!!

Her words were peircing through me!!!

That's when I pulled her closer and whispered to her

" No maira!!!
You are Wrong! 

, You are pure!!

Your soul is as pure as a pearl

We love you!!

And I'll never leave you!!!

I kept on repeating

" I'll never leave you maira!!

Never!!!

I'll always be by your side!!! "

To my surprise she slowly stopped screaming and struggling in my arms. 

Instead she sobbed while holding on some material of my shirt in her fist.

I slowly combed her hair through with my fingers and rubbed her back still talking to her slowly

" I'm here maira ! I'm here!"

Slowly she started feeling heavy in my arms and that's when I noticed that she slept..

I hugged her once more trying to take enough of her essence into me and stroking her back.

When I laid her on the bed and covered her with blankets and climbed down the bed.
When I looked at the couple who was staring at me the whole time

But then they left the room silently and I followed them out.

As soon as we walked out he threw a very obvious question at me how did this all happen tell me - karan spoke.

I told him the entire story and how I  got to know about her past

Karan: you met that guy!! Oh lord he makes me regret my entire existence , how I was unable to get that bastard!!

Trisha : karan , I think we should let her rest and let Jungkook take care of her...looked like she felt better with him!

Karan eyed trisha for taking jungkook's side but could not ignore the fact he was actually able to calm her down.

Author's note : I really want to apologise to you all for being inactive for so long

And I know that I left you all at very critical point..

But believe me I was so hella busy with my academics 😔

Now the exams are finally over and I'll be entering into new semester 🥳

So I have time to write now

I promise that now I'll be more active a d update the story more often!