Kidnapped - JK fanfiction

Mistake!

Chapter -35

His nose brushed again mine...as the gap between us was mere centimeters... My heavy eye lids gave up and draped in this close approximity...

With a mere cms between us he paused... And I was confused..already thousands of things creating a mess in my head!!

His breath was fanning my face as I decided not open my eyes..because I can't look him in eyes ...like this..

The surroundings were getting warmer as i felt my soul starting melting....

Suddenly...

I felt something on my face ...

H-his hand...he slowly glided his hand to hold my face ...his fingers on my jaw...as he moved them a little giving shivers down my spine...

Jk pov

I reached out my hand to grab her face...and i could not wait anymore to claim her lips...
Slowly I brushed her lower lip with my thumb..and leaned in...

I could hear her breathing paced and suddenly she went breathless... And that's when she literally pushed me by my shoulder...and I somehow managed to hold onto something and prevent myself from falling...

She immediately stood up from the stool panting...

I could see she suddenly got all tensed and panicked!!...

While breathing hard she managed to speak..as I balanced myself back and stoop up...

"I-I a-am s-sorry..." She said her voice was trembling which made me feel guilty because I started this... Which made her so uncomfortable...

I SHOULD HAVE NOT DONE THAT!!   I WISHED!!

"No..I -mean...its my mista-.." I was about to say when she again spoke..

And I looked at her ...her eyes carried ...fear and trauma which started brimming in her eyes...

"I ...i'm not the one you should ...you should do it with...I don't deserve a man like you!!

Actually i'm not made to be someone's love...because I can't return the feelings..please understand me " she spoke....and paced out of the room..and i was left alone in the room

Her words... Those were not words but daggers for me which pierced at the target!!

She doesn't feel anything for me....was it because of the wrong move!

Did I just lost her!! No!!

I was lost in a termoile of thoughts and when suddenly my conscience spoke to me..

"You only heard the thing which was meant for you."

And then I rewinded what she said..

"WHY DID SHE SAY ..THAT SHE IS NOT MADE FOR SOMEONES LOVE!! THAT DOESN'T SOUND STRAIGHT! "

AS I stressed more...

THAT DREAM!!

WHO WAS THAT MAN!!

THE DAY SHE GOT PANICK ATTACK!!

ALL THESE ARE CONNECTED!!

now I get it!!

I clenched my heart and decided! to go to her...
As I went out I saw her sitting on the stairs ..with her head on the knees..

Taking a deep breath I walked to her and sat next to her...

She still didn't knew I was there..when I spoke " Its ok Maira if you don't have feelings for me...for me its all about giving and I never expected you to return me something...

First thing I want to say is SORRY! I JUST LOST MY SANITY AT THE MOMENT AND I DIDN'T KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING!..MY..MY FEELINGS SWAYED  MY BODY CONTROLS!!

BUT I PROMISE...THIS WONT EVER HAPPEN AGAIN!!..YOU HAVE MY WORDS!!

but..Maira...I never wanted to hurt you...I can even dream of it!! But I dont know why I feel scared for you...I know I might sound funny because here i'm the one who was saved by you but..

But its not like my fears   does not have any roots..

I keep on seeing you in my..

(She lifted her head and looked at me with teary eyes...her eyes demanding me to complete the sentence)

In my dreams...and this is the reason I want to know you...your past more!!

So that I can help you recover and come back to life !!

She continued to stare at me..as a small smile appeared on her lips...

"Thank you jungkook.. But...all I want from you is to return back seoul safely and not to bother about me...I don't want you to think of me again ever!!
Because then only i'll be able to forget you!" She spoke as tears streamed down her eyes...

I was completely disagreed from this thought and was about to object on it when she shushed me by keeping her finger on my lips...

"We are already late lets go" she said and got up moving downstairs..
And I followed her

Authors note :

Hello my readers ...

First of all sorry for a short chapter and for not updating soon but believe me i'm trying my best!

Secondly I would like to tell you something about the story...

The next upcoming chapter is the core of the plot!

And I have been trying my best to put the matter in it very precisely

And to all my silent readers ....

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