the next day felix woke up feeling little again. since the storm was still there. it was raining loud and felix got scared. he clenched his fists to his blanket and he whimpered behind his paci.
luckily it did not fall out his mouth.
he started to cry, feeling the empty space beside him. chan was not there. where was he? did he dream everything? did he make it hard for chan so that's why he left?
he started to cry louder at the thought. warm tears started to prickle his cheeks. he wanted chan. he wanted to be held.
chan was making felix breakfast, but abruptly stopped when he heard sobbings from felix's room. he opened the door of felix's room, revealing felix with his paci crying and his hands clutching the blanket and his stuffie
chan's heart broke at the sight. seeing and hearing his little sobs hurts so much. chan's movement was also immediate. he rushed to his baby, and picked him up, as softly as he can.
"hey baby boy shush it's okay, i'm here okay." he said, voice as soft as warm blankets.
felix clinged to chan, whining, feeling the need to be close to chan forever. he sat on his lap and his face on chans chest.
chan held him with one hand and the other stroking his head. chan touched him like he was the most fragile thing in the world, only giving hints such gentle touches.
"shush baby, don't cry channies here yeah?"
felix calmed down a bit, still sniffling. chan looked at the sight in his chest in adoration. he was lucky to have felix, he loved taking care of felix.
felix started played with the necklace on chans neck, his other hand still hugging his stuffie. the feeling of both textured in his hands were comforting.
"i thouwht channie weft.." he half-whispered, too scared to make too much noise.
chan started to silently coo, he felt his heart swoon at the fact that chan became an intricate part in his life now. he booped felix's nose, making felix giggle a little.
"aww baby, channie would never leave you, he's still here with you! okay darling?"
felix just nuzzled in chan's chest liking the warmth it had. then a sound of thunder was heard again, making felix whimper and hug closer to chan.
"hey, hey it's okay i will never let anything bad happen to you, you're safe with channie."
felix nodded still clinging to chan. he realised how much love chan had given him despite not knowing eachother well. he never had this before, especially back then when he was with him.
chan then picked felix up and fixed his position. felix still wrapped in his blanket and a paci lodged in his mouth.
they make their way to the kitchen, not abandoning the breakfast that chan has prepared for him. he placed felix down on the chair, making felix ehine at the lost of contact.
"oh lixie, channie's not going anywhere! he's just going to get you your breakfast okay?"
felix softened as he felt a sort of relief. he kept an eye close to chan as he finished cooking their breakfast.
chan made eye contact with felix when he was setting up their plates. felix tilted his head to the side, confused on what chan was doing.
chan chuckled and ruffled his hair, he put felix's plate on the table in front of him and water placed in a sippy cup.
"lixie time to eat~" he sang
felix spat out his paci and giggled, picking up the pancakes with his hands. feeling too small for utensils. chan's cooking was very good. every bite that he took would make his eyes sparkle.
"dis ish good dada."
felix froze and chan's eyes widen. felix didn't mean to call chan that, it felt so natural coming out of his mouth, he panicked and started to look down.
"i- i sowwy! i- i didn't m-mean t-o call da- channie! that.." felix said while wringing his fingers, panic rushing over him, he didn't want to ruin what he had with chan.
chan smiled softly and lifted felix chin up with his fingers, cupping it with one hand.
"it's okay baby, you can call me dada."
"w-weally?"
chan nodded smiling softly making felix smile more.
"tank chu."
"thank you who?"
"tank chu dada."
chan smiled, he really loved little lixie and he also loved big felix. he loved every single part of felix. he felt like his life had a meaning now that felix is here, he wanted to be with felix, to take care of him, to love him.
like jisung said, he really is too good to be true.
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