Dreamer

Shivers

Monday morning came slowly, too slow. Waiting to know kept haunting me, I wanted to just sit there and let the days pass, waiting felt like months. When it finally came I got up early and decided to wear my favourite shirt. I put on my favorite black leggings with a bandeau and my fav top, it's a gray long sleeve with an open slit back falling longer than the front. My phone beeps and flashes, text message. I check my phone and it's Nicole, "hey, haven't seen or talked to u in forever hangouts soon?" I reply with "hey, yes definitely miss you :*" After I grab some breakfast I head out off to school.

The days were weird today, your first class was your last, and your 2nd was your 3rd. It was so random everyone was getting lost. Talk about confusing, but that's not the only confusing thing on my mind... Caleb, I still have to figure him out. In math, all I can think about is him, him liking me, him not. I think about how it would feel for him to touch me. The electricity running through my body, sparking every emotion I have for him. Maybe it would feel like getting into a warm bed and sitting there all safe and like not a care in the world. Or maybe it would give me a cold shocking feeling, who knows. At lunch I saw Nicole we talked for a while as we walked to timmies. We got a drink and sat down. We talked some more and then headed off back to school. I had a spare now so I was working on my art. Listening to music and drawing my art piece which is lips, I don't pay much attention to the person who sits at the same table as me. When I do look up I realize it's just this kid Nathan, I casually smile and go back to working. Really getting into the jam I start lip syncing and just movin with the rythum. Other people start sitting down but not close to me, until I look up to see if it's anyone I know when Caleb is sitting literally like 4 inches from me but like diagonally behind me. He gives me that cute smirk-smile and I just lightly laugh, not able to keep a serious face. After a few more minutes of working I feel a pinch at my waist.. I jumped out of my seat, and I see Caleb laughing, he did it. "that's not funny"
"oh but it is" he says
"It's really not I'm trying to work" I say with a stern voice.
"You know you love it" he said with a wink. I sit back down and change the song I'm listening to, when I get a sudden feel of shivers down my back.. Someone's tickling my back. It's tickle-ish but sends cold shivers down me. Somehow it feels so good though. I look back and Caleb is the one doing it. "you love it don't you"
"No I have shivers now" I say not wanting him to know that him touching me makes me feel amazing. "I really have to finish my art, so can you not"
"Fine"
"Thanks" I start working on the colouring now. He keeps lightly touching my back running his fingers from the beginning of my neck right down to my waist and back up, sending those amazing shivers through my body over and over again. Suddenly he grabs my waist wrapping his hands around me. Just when I look at him and about to ask him what he's doing, Sabrina comes walking in the room. That sends Caleb's hands off my waist, releasing my body from his hold and those electric shivers disappear. So many thoughts are running through my head now, what did it mean..? Sabrina sends us both a dirty look, she's pissed. The bell rings which sends Caleb off to French, I pack my things up and head there too.

How can one person make you feel all these ways, feel this feeling just by a touch. Is what I was thinking on my way down the hall to French. I walked in and went to ask the teacher if I could quickly run to the bathroom when I felt someone come up behind me. I look back and it's Caleb, he's asking too.. But suddenly this urge came over me, like I wanted him to grab my waist again and pull me close, and while he did that to just slowly turn and kiss him. Oh how I wanted to do that, it's like my body and everything inside of me was telling me to just kiss him, right now,right here. I just turned my attention to the teachers answer and I hurrily run to the bathroom not knowing what to do.