YMS3 || Once Again [YoonMin] •COMPLETED•

46: SOO vs. YOON

Hanggang sa makarating nang airport sina jimin at soo hyun hindi parin kumikibo si jimin hanggang si soo hyun ulit ang bumasag nang katahimikan sa pagitan nila

s.hyun: call me if you need something min.. and tell me if what time ang schedule ng flight mo pabalik para masundo kita.. sabi ni soo hyun habang nagtatanggal ng seatbelt

jm: *nod* o-okay lang.. i can take taxi para hindi ka narin maabala.. naiilang na ngumiti si jimin kay soo hyun

s.hyun: *sigh* i said no pressure min.. if hindi ka pa ready its okay.. handa akong maghintay but please don't ever avoid me just because i like you more than friends..

jm: *gulp* h-hindi naman sa ganon.. ayaw ko lang talagang maabala ka---

s.hyun: you never be min.. you're always be my main priority.

hindi kumibo si jimin at tinitigan lang si soo hyun sa mga mata na parang kinakapa ang totoong feelings nito

yoongi is her first and last person na pinapasok sa buhay niya kaya wala syang masyadong karanasan sa paghandle nang ganoong sitwasyon she didn't know how to deal it properly without hurting soo hyun or giving him a false hope..

isang beses lang sya nagmahal nang sobra tipong higit pa sa sarili niya ginawa niyang mundo yung dapat sana tao lang din na gaya niya, she believed Everything he said more than anyone but when the reality hit her so hard she started to question Everything..

"all promises are meant to be broken?"

"am i not enough?"

"did i do something wrong?"

"where am i lacking?"

"i Started questioning my self over and over what is wrong?.. where did i go wrong?"

and worst... i forgot the difference between real and not..

siryosong tinignan ni jimin si soo hyun at kinapa ang sariling nararamdaman para dito but as expected her inner thought reacts quickly

her feelings for him is definitely as siblings or bestfriend only because she can directly look at him in the eyes and get the answer from her inner thought an instant despite of his confession while she can't directly look at yoongi's eyes even without those confession dahil natatakot syang mabasa neto ang nararamdaman niya na sya mismo hindi niya sigurado sa sarili niya

she can directly said that she doesn't love him anymore but everytime she does she can't feel the sincerity by herself na para bang para sa utak niya matagal na niyang nakalimutan ang nararamdaman para dito at kung meron man.. yun ay galit.. pero ang puso niya tila hindi nakikiisa lalo na sa mga pagkakataon na magkasama silang dalawa at walang ibang taong nakaka kita yung feeling na kahit pigilan niya hindi niya maiwasan makaramdam nang saya sa tuwing natatanaw niya to at excitement sa tuwing sila lang dalawa kaya hanggat maaari she distant her self to him bago pa manaig yung nararamdaman nang puso niya bago ang pinaglalaban nang utak niya bago pa sya pag taksilan ng sariling katawan at puso niya mabilis na niyang binabakuran ang sarili niya bago pa tuluyang mabrain wash ng puso niya ang utak Niya.

she's here for her revenge not to fall for him once again.. she's here to know who's the sender of the letter but seems it was totally prank dahil hindi na sya nakareceive ng kahit ano maliban sa call nang araw na yon ang ipinagtataka lang niya bakit parang kilalang kilala sya nang nagpapadala nang mga letters maging ang mga anak niyang itinago niya sa lahat kilala nito

nanatili sya sa min's company as the sender said to know everything and to finish what she was started but it's been too long and she gets nothing kaya unti-unti nang nawawala sa isip niya ito at ipinagpalagay nalang na someone pulled some prank on her pero hindi rin sya nagpapaka kampante na wala lang yon hindi niya rin maiwasan na mag alala dahil dito to the fact that sender knows the existence of her sons