But if you never try, you'll never know. (BLS, Justin Bieber fanfic)

Chapter 13

"can I sing Fall at first?" Justin asked through the microphone, looking at the soundman (I don't know what is he really called, but u got the point) Scooter stood up - he was sitting few seats away from me.

"Justin, you just can't start with any song u want. Start with All Around The World." And now Scooter looked pissed off. Srsly, what is his problem? Justin is like a little bird and Scooter is keeping him in a cage. How Justin can keep up with him?

But now isn't the time to think about this, I'm just gonna enjoy the rehearsal. The show is tomorrow.

After like 3 hours he was done. He walked off of stage and walked towards me.

"You were amazing on there." I complimented.

He wanted to kiss my lips, but I turned my cheek.

"Thanks. And what's wrong?" Justin probably noticed smth wasn't right. "Nothing. Why do you think smth wrong?"

"I'm not dumb, Jade."

we started to walk towards the exit.

"Everything's fine Justin."

"Don't lie. I can see something is wrong."

"I said everything's fine. You don't trust me?"

"No, because you're lying to me right now." he sounded pissed.

"Justin you want to argue?" I said lowering my voice, so he barely can hear me.

"No, I just want to know what's wrong."

"It's only the first day and we're already fighting." I sighed.

"If you would just tell me we wouldn't be in a situation like this."

"Like what, standing here, arguing?" I was near to cry.

"yes."

I didn't notice while we were talking/arguing we were already at the tour busses. As he said 'yes' he walked inside his tour bus. He left me standing there, alone.

I tried to hold back my tears and ran into my tour bus. I ran past the girls not saying a word, and into one of the bunks, I closed the curtains that every bunk had and just sobbed. He doesn't trust me. Why he doesn't understand that in a relationship you don't need to know everything? It's the first day of the tour and alreadya fight. Maybe, he wasn't 'the one'? That thought made me cry even more. I felt someone's hand rubbing my back. I turned around and saw Vanessa.

"What's wrong?" Vanessa asked.

"J-justin do-doesn't trust me" I said, sobbing.

Vanessa looked at me in dis-belief. "how come?"

"I just wasn't in the mood, and Justin noticed it, but I didn't tell him what's wrong, so he said, that he doesn't trust me because I'm lying. I just wanted to make everything good, but it all turned upside down. Always, when I want to do smth good, it turns out bad."

"You should be open to him. In a relationship you don't have anything to hide."

"But, but, but ...."

"No but's."

"I guess, I have to agree with you, then." I looked down, ashmaned. Maybe, I was the one that didn't trust him? But I know, why. He was my borther, my other family, I could tell him everything, but he left me. I guess, I still don't trust him that much, but if we are together, I have to do that, I have to over-come my fears. "You know what, that argue wouldn't happen, if I wouldn't be that silly. I have to apologise."

"If you think so." Vanessa added shortly.

"I want, I have to."

I jumped out of the bunk \, wiped my tears, hugged Vanessa and went to his tour bus. I opened the doors and walked in. Scooter and Justin were yelling at each-other. They didn't even notice me.

"She's gonna ruin your carrer, don't you understand? Why did you even bring her here without my permission? You're gonna change, you're already slowly changing because of her, Justin." Scooter yelled at Justin.

"I don't care, if she ruins my carrer. or maybe everything, but she's my life, okay. She's not 'some' girl, she's different. Don't you understand?"Justin yelled back.

"But what happened, when you and Selena got together? You lost fans, and almost all of Selena's fans started to hate on you, because Selena made up, that you're a player and stuff like that. Remember, how you regret dating her? You want all this to repeat?"

"She's not like that, okay? I've known her like all my life. You don't know anything. And why do you care about my carrer being ruined? So, you won't get that money? You won't be a billionare anymore? All you care is money."

"Oh, you'll regret saying this, kid." Scooter didn't have words, he just fastly walked out of the bus, noticing me, and giving me a glare.

Justin still hadn't noticed me. He sat on the couch in the living area and just put his head in his hands. I walked towards him and hugged him tightly.

"Hey."I said whispering.

He just looked up at me.

"Sorry. I just wanted to make everything better, but it all turned upside down and all went wrong. I'm really sorry. It's just, understand me, I still don't trust that much, since the last time you left. But I'm gonna change it, I'm gonna trust you, and I will be as open as I can to you. Because if I won't be, then this shouldn't be called a relationship. Forgive me?"

"Of course, I was just having a bad day, and didn't get enough sleep, sorry from me too."

I smiled. "It's okay. And you wanted to know, what was wrong? Scooter. He was like keeping in you somehow cage. Cause I mean, from what I've seen he's been so strict to you. And I didn't tell you, because I thought you're used to that, and you're gonna argue that it's okay and stuff. I was just being ridicilous."

"You heard that shouting, right?"

"A bit. And I'm not gonna ruin your carrer. I'm never gonna leave you." I smiled. "and wow, why was he like that?"

"I think you heard that part - he just thinks you might ruin my carrer, and with that he won't get that much money. As I said - all he cares about is the money. Isn't the money he has already, enough?"Justin shaked his head.

"Justin, he cares about you. He's just over-protective."

"Yeah, he's over-protective the money he earns."

"No, Justin, he cares about you, maybe even more than he cares about himself."

"Doesn't look like it."

"Justin, you srsly need some rest." I chuckled.

I was about to go to the doors, when he grabbed my hand."you know, my bed is that way, right?"

"I know, but I wanted to go to my tour bus and let you rest."

"ohhh, so you want to leave me alone?"He teased.

"Nooo, Justiiin."

He made a puppy face.

"Okay, okay, I'm coming."

He smiled, and we walked over to his bed. We hopped in it, he pulled the blanket over us. HHe started to stroke my hair.

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DRAMA, WOOO. lol, I just love drama. so yeah, next chapter something sweet I guess. And I know I promised, THIS chapter is gunna be cute, but I just had an amazing idea of drama today, so I couldn't not write it.

Hope you enjoyed it !

and sorry for the typos.