But if you never try, you'll never know. (BLS, Justin Bieber fanfic)

Chapter 5

I put on my PJ's, took off my make-up and slid under the covers. I want to meet Justin, I just can't be grounded. With mind full of thoughts somehow I managed to fall asleep.

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I woke up at 10am, woah, why so early ? it's weird for me, as I always love to sleep till like 12 or so. I got up, ouch, I have a bad headache. I went and took a shower. The hot water running down my spine, it felt like I'm in heaven. I got out, put on my robe and walked downstairs. I made some breakfast, as I was about to walk back upstairs, my mom caughed me.

Mom; "Tidy up your room and the hallway upstairs, some old friends are coming."

I looked at her confused - "Okay, what friends ?"

Mom; "You'll see."

I walked upstairs, put on some sweatpants and a top, turned on the music and started tidying my room. The music blasting through my house. I singed along to 'Maroon 5 - One More Night. In love with that song, haha.

After a while of cleaning, someone made me snap out of it all. Someone coughed behind me, it made me jump. I turned around to see Justin.

Justin; "You know, you have great dance moves."

Me; "How long have you been here ?" 

Justin; "The last 10 minutes."

Me; "Omg, it's embarrasing."

Justin; "Well, I said your dance moves are just amazing." He chuckled.

Me; "Very funny, mister.WhoThinksDancesBetterThanMe."

Justin; "Oohh, you think you dance better than me?"

Me; "I don't think, I know."

Justin; "Let's make a battle."

Me; "When and where ?"

Justin; "Come at one of my rehearsals."

I frowned. - "Umm, there's problem with that ..."

Justin; "What ?"

Me; "Well, I'm grounded."

Justin giggled. - "You're 17, you can't get grounded."

Me; "But I am."

Justin; "Just leave it to me."

Me; "kay." 

We stood there awkwardly.

Me; "Can you leave ? I need to change." I blushed a bit.

Justin; "Why should I ? I am your best friend."

Me; "Not my boyfriend."

Justin; "But I could be." With that he gave me cheeky grin and left. what that suppose to mean ? Okay, he is really confusing ... He's just weird. he was probably just joking. I mean he has a girlfriend, what's her name, Selena, as I remember, yea Selena ? she's a great actress tho, hah. 

Okay, I need to snap out of it. I quickly changed into black shorts anda light blue top and went downstairs. 

The only free place to sit was next Justin. Aye, I'm not complaining. I sat there and Justin immidiately turned to face me.

Me; "What ?"

Justin; "Nothing"

Me; "You're weird." 

Justin; "you tell me" 

Me; "I'mma tell mommy." I crossed my arms and pretended to cry and turned my back to him.

He put his arms on my shoulders - "you know you're sweet and cute." 

I blushed - "Oh, why thank you, mr.perfect." 

Justin; "You think i'm perfect ?" 

Me; "No, why would I think that ?" 

Justin; "But you just said, I am. What the ... " 

Pattie interrupted him. - 'Watch your mouth, Justin." 

Justin; "Okay, okay"

I chuckled.

Justin; "What's so funny ?" 

Me; "Nothing, nothing." 

Justin; "Okay, then. Maybe wanna go for a walk ?" 

Me; "Dunno, maybe." 

Justin; "Oh, c'moon, leggo." 

Me; "aghh, okay." 

I quickly run upstairs and took the first hoodie I saw. It was agrey one, similar what Justin had. Once we were at a mall together, and we saw this cute grey cardigan, and Justin bought it, and then I saw a really similar one and bought it too, so yeah, we have almost the same hoodies, haha.

I ran downsatirs and straight to my mum.

Me; "Uhm, mom, can I please go out ?" 

Mom; "Haven't you forgot ? You're grounded."

Me; "But, mom, I just wanna go for a walk with Justin, I mean, I haven't met him  for years. Please, let me." 

My mom sighed. - "Agh, okay, go, but you can go only with Justin." 

Me; "Okay, thank you."I kissed her on the cheeck and went to put on my Vans. We walked out.

Justin; "You still have it ?" 

Me; "Yep, you don't ?" 

Justin; "Of course, I do." 

I giggled. - "Why did you say you could be my boyfriend, what that supposed to mean ?" 

Justin; "I was just joking, like you don't know me." he said awkwardly.

Me; "Well, you have changed, who knows." 

Justin; "What do you mean, changed ?" 

Me; "Well, you know I have twitter." 

Justin; "But what do you mean, changed, I haven't changed. " 

Me; "Since, you've got with that, what's her name, Selena, you have changed and a bit too much." 

Justin; "Jade, what are you talking about ? I haven't changed." 

Me; "You are, just look at you. You aren't the Justin, I knew." 

Justin; "Oh, well, I grew up." 

Me; "Yeah, grew up." I said in a whipser, under my breath, but I guess Justin heard that. 

Justin; "You think I have changed of some other reasons ?" Justin's voice didn't sound so calm now.

Me; "Relax, everything's fine." 

Justin; "I don't think so." 

Me; "Justin, you wanted to go for a walk or to argue ?" 

He turned his face to the ground. 

We walked in a total silence, and after a while of walking we were at the beach. 

We sat down near the sea on the yellow sand. We didn't saw anyone there, the beach was empty. I mean, who would go to the beach on such a windy day.

 We just stared at the beautiful view.  I put my head on Justin's shoulder. I feel Justin look down at me, I turned my head to face him. Our faces got closer, when ......................

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That's bout it, hehe, I'mma end it here, at the interesting part. 

And omg, I still can't believe Jelena is over. I loved that relationship, okay. But Selena was so immature bout all this. her crew now is hating on Justin, like wtf ? Justin treated her like a queen. But, no-one knows the truth. It's confusing. Don't know who to believe, with all this drama, agghhh, I just hope Justin is okay. #StayStrongJustin

oh and, thanks to my amazing sis - @KisssMyTan. Who calmed me and just was here for me today. I'm happy to have her. <333333 ily.

~Sam. x