But if you never try, you'll never know. (BLS, Justin Bieber fanfic)

Chapter 3

Justin’s POV.

Why I did that ? I wanted to tell her everything, that has happened these 2 years. Wait, she said I can call her, if I decide to tell it. But, she’s probably mad at me … ahh, I don’t care, I need her. I searched for her number and called. After 3 rings she picked up.

Me; „Hey.”

Jade; „Justin ?”

Me; „Yeah.”

Jade; „So now you decide to tell me ?”

Me; „Well, kind of.”

Jade; „Then, I’m listenining.” I could tell she was trying not to cry.

What have I done to her, I don’t want to make her cry or smth’.

Me; „So, when I moved, I felt like I have a perfect life. I wanted to forget the past, because I knew I will not come back, but I was wrong. But when I moved, I realized, I need my best friend back. I was nothing without you. Being a celebrity is actually boring.”

Jade; „So, you just wanted to forget about me ? Just because, you thought you will not come back. Justin, that sounds like lie. You think, I wasn’t hurt. Everyday, all these 2 years, I waited for your call, or at least text. I waited for nothing.” 

Me; „Jade, it wasn’t like that. I mean, I thought if I move on, I will forget and everything will be better, but it wasn’t. I thought about you everyday too, but I thought you would have forgotten.”

Jade; „Well, then next time do it, not only think of doing something.”

With that she hung up. I told her everything. Now, I need to meet her. Immidiately. Good thing, I still remember that she lived like around the corner from my house. I quickly changed and went to a shop, to buy flowers.

Jade’s POV.

Justin told me everything, but I didn’t forgive him, I wanted to, but I didn’t. I don’t know what to do. I need my best friend, but he WANTED to forget me. Maybe, sometime I will forgive him, but not forget. My phone ringing made me snap out of my thoughts. It was Alli.

Alli; „Hey. Are ya ready for the party ?”

Me; „Hi. I dunno, I’m not in the mood right now.”

Alli; „What happened ?”

Me; „Well, I met my best friend, who didn’t keep his promise, like he moved away, and then he told me he’ll call and write me everyday, but he wanted to forget about me, cause he thought that would be better.”

Alli; „He ?”

Me; „Yep.” I said popping the ‘p’.

Alli; „So what ? You met him, and what ?”

Me; „Well, I asked why he did it, but he just ignored me. So I got mad at him, and he just called me and told me why, but I didn’t forgive him, I was too harsh.”

Alli; „Forgive him, and you’ll be better, and then we could go to the party.”

Me; „I’m not sure.”

Alli; „Just do it, and I’ll be at yours after 30 minutes.”

With that, she hunged up. I was really feeling guilty. I texted Justin.

‘Hi. Sorry, for being that harsh, I didn’t mean it. sorry. But you could just tell me, that you don’t want us to be friends anymore or smth’ like that, not just leave me alone …’

After seconds I got a reply.

‘Does that mean you forgive me ? You frogive me for being such a jerk ?’

I thought about it for a while. I wasn’t sure, but I answered.

 ‘I guess.’

With that, I got up from my bed and went to the closet, to search for something to wear. I couldn’t find anything to wear. Suddenly, I heard knocking on the door.

I walked downstairs, my mom already was standing by the doors, I walked over and say Alli.

I moitoned mom to leave, so I could talk to Alli. As soon as my mom left, Alli and me hugged and walked upstairs. Alli was wearing a cute black blouse, and light pink skirt, with heels.

Alli; „You haven’t chose what wear yet ?” She said in a shock.

Me; „I don’t know what to wear.”

Alli; „The party starts after 30 minutes.” She looked through all my clothes and took one blue dress. I guess, I’ll be okay with that. I took it and put it on, I looked at myself in the mirror, it actually looked pretty. I let my hair fall naturally. I put on some make-up and was ready. I have wore this dresēs only one time. I took my black heels and we were ready. Me and Alli were able to go. Kylie’s parents didn’t let her. We took our cardigans, that we had the same, and walked downstairs.

Mom; „Were are you going young lady ?”

Me; „To a party.”

Mom; „No, you’re not going anywhere. Why do you even want to go ?”

Me; „Mom, please.”

Mom; „Why ?”

I walked over to her and told her – „Mom, please let me go. There is going to be one guy I like, please mom.”  I lied.

Mom nodded in agreement. I guess she understood. I have never talked to my mom about thing like this – boys. I have only had one boyfriend.

I took the piece of paper where the address was, I knew where it was. We walked to the party and immidiately found Ryan and Cale.

Justin’s POV.

I bought some roses and headed to Jade’s. I knocked on the door. And her mom opened it.

Me; „Hello, mrs.Smith. Is Jade home ?”

Jade’s mom; „Justin ? Haven’t see you in a while. And Jade isn’t home, she’s at a party.”

Me; „Oh, okay, thanks anyways.”

Jade’s mom; „I’ll tell her you were here.”

I nodded and walked away. I threw the roses in the trash. This is the only free time, I have. I don’t know, how can I get to talk to her now …

-----------------------------------------------------------------

So how Justin will get the chance to talk to Jade ?

Sorry, for not posting for a long time, I'm at a camp till thursday. =]

So, yea, hope you liked this chapter and sorry for the typos ...

~ Sam. x