Breathless

Chapter | 14 |

        I couldn't believe what was happening. It was all so much for me... I blacked out.

        After a while I woke up, I really hoped it was just a very terrible nightmare. It wasn't. Lex was beside me in the bed. She had a worried look on her face.

        "You alright?" She asked softly. Pulling me closer and kissing my cheek.

        "No..." I answered. I could feel the wetness of my cheeks. I had been crying while sleeping.

        Lex looked at me. Worried about me. I really wanted my parents to meet her. I wanted them to love her as much as I do. I wanted to have them to know her and how good she is to me.

Friday, 12:00 Pm.

Christmas Day,

        Arriving at my parent's funeral, it was one of the most upsetting things. They had so much more in life that they had to of lived for. There lives were taken too early. Now they won't meet their grandkids. Won't see me get married or see their grandkids get married. Their caskets were above the dug up hole that they were to lye in shortly.

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        After the service was over, Lex took me out to see a movie to get my mind off of things. But it didnt' work. We sat through that movie, all I could think about were my parents. Tears rolled down my cheeks and Lex noticed. 

        "Baby, don't cry. We can go home if you want." She spoke softly while wiping my tears away with her thumb.

        I nodded my head, we left the movie early.

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        Once we got back home, I walked into the bedroom and layed down. Lex decided to make dinner and serve it to me. Placing the plate by the end table by the bed. She just watched me. Feeling empathy for me. I didn't want her to see me like this. I covered my face with my pillow and layed there.

        "Baby." I spoke, you could hear the pain in my voice.

        "Yes love?" She looks at me and lays by me.

        "Thank you. Thank you for being the one to be with me. It's been almost two years with you. Thank you. I Love You." I smiled and rolled over to my side and looked at her.

        "And I Love You. My one and only." She smiled at me and pulled me on top of her.

        All of a sudden, I felt the urge to throw up. I jumped off of her and ran into the bathroom. I knelt to the floor and threw up. Maybe it was food poisoning I thought? What could it be.. I didn't eat anything today...I'm also late on my period. But how? how could that be? Lex walked in a rubbed my back.

        "You okay?" She pulled my hair back so it wouldn't get puke all on it.

        "Yeah. Maybe I am just overly stressed." I shrugged and stood up. "But.. i'm late on my period...and I am never late." I looked at her worried.

        "How late..?" She asked, she had a guilty look on her face.

        "About.... 2 weeks late." My eyes widend and I realized... that night she used a strap, not just any strap...The bottom part at a compartment...but for what?

        She didn't.......