How do you move on with nothing left?

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Hey guys I just quickly wanna say that I am so sorry for not updating in over a month no but I promise I will continue to write this story and hopefully finish. I don't really have an excuse for not writing except 'I just wasn't motivated'. But I am now motivated again thanks to the amazing feedback from @avengergryffindor394 they voted and commented on each chapter so thank you for inspiring me to continue this story🥰🥰

-tiger

Peter's P.O.V

so me and MJ have been spending so much time together lately and she's opened up to me so much. We've both found out so much about each other we have never known before. In fact I think I might be getting feelings for her. Whenever she laughs my heart soars and whenever she talks to me I get butterflies in my stomach.

She's been living with me for two weeks now and I don't think I've ever seen someone so happy. Having MJ around also has kept me well and truly distracted from the shit the world is dealing with right now.

Even though life has been really good lately I've still felt off. I feel sick all the time and everyone keeps saying I look ridiculously pale. I personally think the reason is that I haven't been sleeping much because every time I close my eyes my dreams are filed with death and destruction and I usually wake up sweating and have to run to the bathroom because I feel sick and I almost always vomit, but I feel more than just tired, I feel weak, deeper than just my mind but my speech and senses aren't cooperating with me at all.

MJ'S P.O.V
I've been living with Peter for two weeks and I feel so much better than I did before I moved in with him. He honestly just brightens my day. He says funny stuff all the time and whenever I need he keeps me company but gives me enough space to clear my head. If I'm being completely honest I've never noticed how his curls fall perfectly on his face and how bright his hazel eyes are, in fact I've never noticed how completely adorable he is. He's so kind and caring and whenever he hugs me I feel my whole soul come together.

I would say that Peter is probably the best friend I have ever had and I don't want that to ever change.
For school we are in grade eleven now so the teachers are preparing us for the real world and next week we have our work experience trial week to find what kind of job we are interested in. I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do when I finish school yet but Im pretty sure I want to do s9 thing to do with books. I've always loved reading and writing so an author or an editor would be cool.

At the moment Peter and I are sitting g at the kitchen beck doing homework.

"Hey, Pete?" I ask
"Mmm" he replies clearly in the middle of concentrating
"Do you know what you are doing for work experience yet?"
He looks up from his computer after hitting a full stop, "ummm yeah I spoke to Dr Banner and he said he would give me work experience at his lab, do you know what your doing?"
"I'm going to a publishing company and after the week, if I like it, I'm going to apply for an internship." I responded

The room was filled with silence once again, but it wasn't the productive silence, it was very thick, awkward silence.

"MJ?" He finally broke the silence
I looked at him in the eye just admiring how deep they were.
"So uhh, I know you've only lived here for two w-weeks and we a-are just g-getting to know each other... but ummm... I was wondering if... maybe... you... w-would wanna... maybe g-go on a date w-with.... with me?" He stuttered out.
I was frozen. My mouth was gaped like an idiot and I just stared at him for god knows how long. I was so shocked at his question that I had no idea how to respond, but to be honest I had never been happier and before I knew it a massive smile had spread across my face.
"Yes, I'd love to" I finally said
He smiled his big goofy grin and said "cool, I uh know this really good Thai restaurant down the road if you wanna go tonight?"
"Sounds perfect" I responded no being able to hold back a smile and trying extremely hard to hold back a squeal.