Peter's P.O.V
It's been six hours since we left Titan but it's been 18 hours and 15 minutes since we left earth. It feels like so much longer. So much has happened in eighteen hours. I have been falling in and out of crying and panic attacks for the past six hours and I can tell that my emotions aren't finished bullying me yet. I'm tired but my eyes won't shut and I'm hungry but we don't have any food and My legs are all cramped up but i fear that if I stand I'll just collapse and pass out. God why am I so messed up? Mr.Stark fell asleep about fourth five minutes ago and he too looked like he had been crying but he still managed to look so peaceful while he slept, but he did look extremely uncomfortable and cold. Yet his facial expression was gentle and calm.
⏭Time skip⏭
Exactly 48 hours since we left earth now and I still haven't slept or eaten anything and to be honest I've forgotten what it's like to last more than three minutes without getting devoured by thoughts and then falling into a panic attack. My fast metabolism doesn't help either when you have no food, but I'm managing because I just fill up on water because we have loads. We've been moving pretty fast so we should be home soon...hopefully.
I have just come out of the bathroom as Tony and Nebula are having a whispered conversation and i don't know what it's about until I notice that the ship is completely still and all I can see is the never ending void of space.
They still don't notice I'm standing behind them so I clear my throat and both of them turn around and honestly the looks on there faces are absolute fear.
"What's going on?" I ask hesitantly trying to keep my voice steady
"The ship broke down" Tony says quietly but I hear him just fine.
"W-what?" I say struggling to comprehend what he just said but at the same time I comprehend it too much and the only words that is repeating in my head now is 'we were never gonna get out of this alive and I knew it yet I still came'.
"You alright kid? You look like your about to pass out" Tony asks me with genuine concern in his face. I want to throw up but nothing comes out as I haven't eaten anything in three days, I knew I should've eaten breakfast before the field trip.
I didn't reply to his question so he takes a step towards me and I quickly feel in my thoughts.
"Can we get it started again?" I ask not bothering to hide the cracking and shaking in my voice.
This time Nebula is the one to speak "the engine has exploded, there is now nothing to fix."
I feel my legs turn to jelly underneath me and my heart rate pick up."Our biggest priority now is oxygen, we have about a week left in the tank so..." Said Tony, and I could tell he didn't know how to say it but I knew what he was gonna say.
"So this is it." I finished for him. Both Tony and Nebula looked at me like i had just swore.
"We'll figure this out okay?" Mr.Stark told me reassuringly but the way he looked down at the end of his sentence told me that even he wasn't certain we would live longer than the next week.So the least I could do was look out at the stars all day everyday and hope that I would see the end of the void.
Hello,
Thanks for getting through to the next chapter
Sorry this chapter was a lot shorter
Does that mean it's not half bad?
I know it's quite depressing and I'm really sorry but it gets better...i think 😂 haven't thought that far ahead yet
I hope you are enjoying the book and leave in the comments some ideas that I can add to the story.-Tiger
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How do you move on with nothing left?
FanficWhat if Peter Parker wasn't snapped? What if he helped save the universe? Discontinued😢