Nico's Pov:
I'm just to fucking tired of everything, I'm tired of seeing the person I love be with that bitch. Annabeth... Technically speaking she's one of the nicest girls out there, but I can't deny I'm soo jealous of what she has. She had the most important person for me. She had MY Percy. She left him... I often wonder what did he ever do wrong. Why is this happening. It was like torture seeing him cry in every corner of camp. Amazingly after some days he got over it, he's is once again his normal self.
"Nico"
"Nico, damn!!!"
"Percy?!?!, why the fuck are u screaming?"
"Well obviously cuz sleeping beauty wouldn't answer" he responded in a annoyed tone
"Don't call me that again!!" Well I guess I spaced out... "What do you need?"
"Oooo right, I just wanted to ask if you wanted to come over to my cabin...
Did I hear right? Did he just asked if I could go with him to his cabin? O my god I must seriously be dreaming..
"Nico, it's fine if you don't want to..."
Was that disappointment, no it couldn't be, it must be my my loving heart.
"No, I mean yes" I could practically feel my whole face go up in fire, I wander if he could hear my wildly palpitating heart.
"Really, that's great, we could watch a movie. What do you say?"
"Sure" I need to remain calm, he can't know. But how can I hide this feeling, when I'm practically exploding. The way he bites his lip, the way he smiles and my whole world lights up, the way I can forget everything for a moment while I get lost in his blue-green eyes, I just can't hide it anymore.
"Wow, spacing out much"
"I'm sorry, now shut up you assface"
"Wow Mr.Sassy is back"
"Which movie would you like to watch, Nico?"
"I don't know many, so whichever one you would like to"
"I will show you the best movie, there has ever existed"
"And that would be?" I seriously can't stop looking at the gorgeous guy in front of me. I wish those beautiful lips, would be mine. I need to get rid of these thoughts, of this feelings. This scares me... I know I will never be able to get over him, if I don't tell him. I need to... She will take him away from me, if I don't.
"Nico?"
"Yeah?"
"The movie, remember? Now stop zoning out."
"Yea, right. Which one are we watching?"
"THE LITTLE MERMAID!!! Yay!!!"
I can't help but laugh at how childish the guy I love is. He is seriously the only one that can do this to me.
"You should laugh more, I like the sound" Percy said in a serious but playful voice.
"Shut up!!!" I don't like people seeing me like this, it shows my weakness. Sadly my weakness Is Percy.
As we sat down on the floor, I could feel his breath in my neck. Since the fucking heater wasn't working, we had to seat very closely (not that I didn't like it).
"Let's cuddle, o want to cuddle Pwease!!!"
"What in the bloody hell!?!?" Of course I would deny, I don't have such strong will. I couldn't handle sitting with him. My body would react immediately. My feelings would be my dead. This boy can kill me. But how to deny such a perfect face, those shining puppy eyes. As I said before I don have such strong will.
"Pwease!?!?"
"Fine" I answer grumplingly (does that even exist)
"Haha I know u love me Nico"
You don't know how much, you naive beautiful guy. After the movie I can't notice Percy slightly snoring, with his face in my the crook of my neck. His sweet and soft breath sending shivers up my spine. His legs around me. Why is life so difficult. Why can't I call him mine. I need him like I need air. I just don't want to hurt him, I know I would bring him down with me. I don't want to share my awful thoughts with him. I don't want to ruin him, but I can't lose him. I lean down to his lips, a blush creeping up my face, a shiver down my body, my accelerating heart, my blood palpitating in my ears. The time our lips connect, fireworks seems to be going off. I close my eyes, wanting to savor and cherish every single moment of this one sided kiss. As I open them once again, not wanting to return to reality, I notice Percy's eyes flutter open.
