◁Changing Schools▷

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3rd POV
"A THERAPIST?! MUM FOR REAL?? DO YOU THINK I'M MAD??!"hinata yelled as he looked at his mom with frustration,his face showed no emotions and it was paler than ever."I really thought you was better than them all.."hinata said looking at his mom then going up the stairs to his room. Sakima fell to her knees crying,"I don't know what to do anymore.."sakima said through sobs,"I only wanted to help you.."she said placing her hand on her mouth as she cried harder.

Hinata laid down on his bed looking at the roof of his room,"oni-Chan.."a small voice was heard from the doorway to hinata's room, hinata sat up in his bed waiting for his little sister to get in,"what were you and mommy yelling about?"natsu said as she climbed her brother's bed,"nothing important Nat-Chan..hey how is makie?"hinata said changing the subject,"she's fine..toru-kun was teaching us how to write with kanji letters!"natsu said excitedly,"hmm? Was Oikawa-San a good teacher?"hinata said smiling at his little sister,natsu nodded her head,"he's the best! Look ni-Chan!"natsu said as she went out of her brother's room and to her room where her things were,after like five minutes she came back with a pen and some papers she then sat back down in hinata's bed,"look"she said as she started writing the letters oikawa has teached her,after giving hinata the paper that had some kanji letters one one of them catched his attention..

月 -tsukki  moon

Hinata clinched his hand on the paper, natsu looked at her brother in confusion,"what's it ni-Chan? Is there anything wrong??"natsu said looking at the paper that was in her brother's hand them back at himer brother,"ni-Chan wh-" natsu started but was cut off by,"it's nothing natsu.. just a memory.."hinata said looking down,"but very good natsu! You're so good at kanji hmm!!"hinata said smiling at his sister a little,"I love kanji! And in happy that ni-Chan is happy because of me!"natsu said hugging her brother then taking her paper and going back to her room. Hinata sighed and laid back in bed closing his eyes and drifting off to sleep.

Time skip after two days
3rd POV
Hinata's mom and sister had to leave for work again so hinata stayed alone as usual. He was sitting in the living room watching some TV when the doorbell of his house rang."huh? Who'd it be?"Hinata said to himself as he went to the door and slowly opened it......

Hinata's eyes grew wide as he saw the person standing in front of him.. his hands started shivering as the tears filled his eyes. "w-what...what are you d-doing here??"hinata said as he looked with fear at the person in front of him,"h-hi hinata.." the person said looking down not Daring to glance up,"I-.. how did you find my house??!"Hinata said backing up onto his house,"h-hinata I'm sorry! I'm only here to talk"the person said as he finally looked up from the ground and looked at hinata with sad eyes,"talk about what? There's nothing to talk about!! w-what do you want from me??!"hinata said fear filling his voice his body was shaking,his hand was closing the door slowly on its own,"please hinata I want to talk! I want to tell why this happened! Don't you wanna know why happened from the start? Why we did this??"the person said as he held the door to prevent it from closing,"NO! NO I DON'T WANT TO KNOW! I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING FROM YOU! PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY....please.. I'm done here.. you broke me...There's nothing to talk about anymore... Yamaguchi please leave.. please I don't want anything from what happened before to happen again... So leave.. LEAVE!"hinata yelled his tears were now rolling down his face and his hand clinching on the doorknob,that person was yamaguchi the green headed boy, the freckles sweet boy, who was one of the reasons why hinata left..

"Nothing from before is gonna happen.. I swear.. I want to tell you the truth.. why all of this happened.. hinata.. please listen to me... I swear I won't do anything.. just gear me out.."yamaguchi said as he looked at hi ata with sad eyes, he held his tears back waiting for hinata to say something back,"how am I supposed to trust you?... How am I supposed to let you in after all the things you did before?.. how do I know that you won't do anything? Yamaguchi please.. I'm begging you please leave.. I don't want to see you.."hinata said looking at the freckled boy while the tears fell down his face,"no.. I want to tell you everything.. I won't go until I tell you the truth.. so please hinata.. hear me out only this time then if you don't believe what I say you won't see me again.. I swear"yamaguchi said as he looked at hinata with stern face, hinata looked at him a little, he then moved back opening the door more so he can let yamaguchi in, yamaguchi smiled a little as he got inside hinata's house.

The two sat in hinata's living room hinata stayed a little bit away from yamaguchi cause he didn't trust him."start.."hinata said with a cold voice making yamaguchi flinch,"mm.."yamaguchi hummed and then started playing with his fingers,"s-so.. um.."yamaguchi couldn't find words to say he tried so many times but nothing came out,"nothing huh? Is that all you have?"hinata said getting impatient,"n-no!well.. you see.. the first time kageyama has.. um.. y'know.."yamaguchi said looking down,"y-yeah.."hinata said,"well um..since the first time.. me and tsukkie knew what kageyama did t-to you.."yamaguchi said gripping his geans,"w-wait what??"hinata looked at him with fear,'since the start?? What the hell??'hinata thought as he looked at yamaguchi with watery eyes,"I know what you're thinking.. what the hell right?.. I wanted to help you.. I wanted to tell suga-San.. but.. "yamaguchi stopped and bit his lip,"b-but?"hinata said his voice cracking,"t-tsukkie said not t-to.. I know this is dumb.. and why would I listen to tsukkie.. but tsukkie knows all my secrets all of them.. the good ones and the b-bad once.. he said he'll spread rumors about me if I t-told anyone..I got scared c-cause I know how popular t-tsukkie is.."yamaguchi said his tears rolling down his face,"th-then.. if.. if y-you didn't want that to happen.. th-then.. why did you join them.. yamaguchi.. tell me.. why? H-huh???!"hinata said his voice cold and his tears were flying out of his eyes, yamaguchi looked at hinata with wide eyes, he opened his mouth to say something but closed it again..".. haha... Hahaha y-yamaguchi... Tell me..you enjoyed it to.. didn't you?? HAHA Y-Yama I- U HATE YOU! I HAYE YOU ALL... HAHAH"hinata was out of his mind he started laughing a maniac laugh his eyes were dull and had tears in them, his cheeks were red and puffed out,"n-no! No hinata NO! I DIDN'T I SWEAR I DIDN'T!" yamaguchi yelled looking at hinata in fear,"THEN WHAT? HAH? THEN WHAT TELL ME?? DID THEY FORCE YOU IN THIS TO??"hinata yelled with wide eyes, his body was shaking even harder,"THEY DID! THEY FORCED ME... at first... I enjoyed it... And I feel disgusted of myself cause I felt that! I didn't mean to any of that to happen!, I.. I thought it was only one time.. b-but then tsukkie a-and kageyama started doing it everyday.. I didn't want to do it anymore!they kept on saying that 'you did this to him too you can't tell anyone' and 'you're the same as us nothing less nothing more' there words kept on repeating in my head over and over again to the point that I didn't do anything to you.. they did... If you remember I started to stand away.. to stay outside.. I d-didn't want that to happen to you hinata.. I didn't.. I'm so sorry..my heart broke at every thing we did.. everytime they raped and started kicking and hurting you... I didn't want any of that... Hinata.. I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry!"yamaguchi said now crying his tears none stop his hands were on his face as his shoulders were shaking from crying. Nothing came out from hinata he was frozen in his place.. should he trust him? Or not? Is he lying? Or not? Hinata had a lot of questions..but he didn't ask cause he was shocked..hinata fell down to his knees as he looked at yamaguchi with his hazel eyes, yamaguchi looked back at hinatahis heart cracked.. 'this is not that hinata we used to know...we did this to him...He's.. BROKEN' yamaguchi thought as he looked at the blank hazel eyes.. his eyes held nothing it had just color.. the sparkles that used to shine whenever he talked were now gone.. 'what have we done.. ' is the question that kept repeating in yamaguchi's head.

Hinata closed his eyes and smiled at yamaguchi.. a BROKEN smile.. his face held no emotions, yamaguchi's eyes grew wide.. he couldn't take it anymore.. he couldn't see the once happy sunshine broken like this.. he didn't want him to be like this.."yama... Please.. can you.. leave.. and never come back.. again"hinata said still smiling the same smile his tears started to slide down again, "h-hinata.." yamaguchi said through sobs.."if.. that's w-what you want..I g-guess.. I'll see..You in volleyball.."yamaguchi said getting up from the couch, he looked at hinata one last time then started heading to the doorway,"goodbye hinata... I'm so sorry"yamaguchi said before getting out the house and closing the door behind him.

Hinata broke down.. he couldn't stop crying he laid on the floor his tears not stopping,"a-at first enjoyed I-it... What am I.. a toy??? A toy to all of you...? am I really not that important?.."hinata said through sobs as he stayed on the floor he didn't want to do anything right now..this day had a lot of effort on him that he can't even pick himself up.

"MOM.........."..

To be continued

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Hi tangerines 🍊
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