COMPLETED
Y/N is a 19 year old streamer, she was inspired to do it when her brother Clay/Dream started getting more hype. But that wasn't her only secret.. y/n has sever anxiety and depression. The only way she could be happy was streaming with her...
ahahaha another day....simping for sapnap...ahahaha
I was going to tweet that but I realized it wouldn't be the best thing....BUT I DID IT ANYWAYSSSS
@u/n
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This was a good choice.
I turned off my phone and went to my computer, to be met by a lot of discord messages....from Alex....
Hey Hey Hey Hey Wanna stream Gay I mean hey y/n Y/n
Y/n Please
"How the f-" I muttered I took a screenshot of the discord so that I could blackmail him another time and I replied
Y- sure! But what do you want to stream?
Q- well I really want to do some lore but I don't know if you would bc you really don't have a character
Y- I mean I could do lore but I need time thinking of a character Q- YAY! That's fine but wanna play Roblox?
Y- I thought you would never ask
I smiled, I wanted to be in one of Quackitys Roblox streams but I was too scared to ask.
Then I got a notification on my phone that said that sapnap was live, which is strange. He never streams THIS early. The notification said "CRAZU UPDATE" so of course I had to see what it was about.
When I clicked on the stream he was building Kinoko Kingdom with Karl but this time Quackity was there, which was crazy because he never is there.
They were just doing what fiancé's do but then Sapnap stopped playing around and zoomed into his character.
"Guys. Important update. I won't be streaming for a while, not because I'm going on a break but because I'm meeting up with someone...but! I won't say who"
I rolled my eyes about how stupid he was, although I know the fiancé thing is a bit, I always get jealous when Karl is there, I mean he's literally perfect.
I mean so am I
But he's KARL!
I start to breathe a little heavier and it feels like the walls were closing in. I knew what was happening but I still couldn't control it. Then my mind started to race.
He doesn't like you
The fake gf thing is a bit
Everything is a bit
You suck
You don't deserve anything
Tears started pooling out of my eyes and I really couldn't control anything that was happening.
"Y/N?"
"Y/N? Are you ok?"
"G-go away Clay!" I said trying not to mix up my words
"Actually, it's Nick...you were in a VC by yourself. I think you may have misclicked..."
"W-how?"
"I don't know...were you not on discord?"
"N-no I was watching your stream..." then my breathing got even worse
You idiot!
You could've leaked something
Doxxed yourself!
"Y/N! Hey, listen to my voice. You're having a panic attack it's ok! You're fine"
I tried to slow down my breathing
"You are ok! I promise! Everything is fine!"
I smiled, his voice was calming.
"Hey, just breathe ok? You don't have to say anything. I just want you to know, you are amazing, gorgeous, talented, funny, and overall such an excellent person. Y/N you are amazing"
"Th-thank you, Nick"
"No problem. I l-"
Just then, the man himself joined the VC
"AYYYY MANNNN"
"OH FUCK YOU QUACKITY"
"PFFFFTTTT"
—————— { welp....I just LOVE not updating the book, oh and also the Roblox stream was amazing.
