Anxiety- A reader x Sapnap fanfic

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FINAL CHAPTER LOVES

quick a/n- the first part gets kinda spicy but no smut :) enjoyyyyyyy

"Y/N....."

There he is... standing in the door frame STILL looking hot as fuck but maybe I should act like I hate him. Even if he's really cute.

"What are you doing here?" Clay asked furrowing his eyebrows. "Well first off, you invited me to stay here, secondly I really wanted to apologize... to y/n."

Hearing my name caught me off guard and made me lose count on how high I could count. I peeked my head up and looked at him. That's when I realized that everyone was looking at me. (#awkward) "Y/N. Can we talk? Alone?" Sapnap managed to say without getting interrupted by Dreams' petty ass. I nodded, unable to speak and I let go of Quackitys hand, got up and walked with him upstairs.

When we got to my room I closed the door and sat on my bed. Sapnap, messing with the rings on his fingers, sat down on the gaming chair and cleared his throat.

"So you and Quackity?" He said with jealousy in his tone.

"Nick don't start." I said, rolling my eyes.

"Woah! Now you're calling me Nick?" Sapnap said smiling.

"Oh, my, gosh. Shut up. Also no. Quackity came here for his birthday, and to try to beat your ass..."

He scoffed, "I don't think he can reach me.." I laughed at the joke and nodded my head. "I tried to tell him that but then he'd start cussing me out in Spanish!" He laughed at me and sat back in the chair with his hands above his head.

God he's hot

"I've missed you." He said, breaking the silence. I looked up at him and smiled softly. "I missed you too." I whispered. "Look I'm sorry and I'm guessing that you read my tweet just because you didn't attack me but I truly am telling the truth."

He kept talking but I space out. I felt something. Maybe it was my heart, maybe it was something else but whatever it was I felt it. That's when I remembered what Niki said:

"Also, you're only 19 your life doesn't have to be set up yet. Live your life girl."

And then I remembered what Quackity said:

"Go get your man n/n"

I stood up and walked over to the chair.

"My ex is a TOTAL psychopath and what are you doing..?" He kept rambling. I sat on his lap, straddling him, causing him to stop talking. I grabbed his face and smiled. "Do you ever shut up?" I asked and quickly kissed him on the lips. I pulled away, and all Sapnap could do was pull back in to kiss me.

I melted into the kiss, playing with his hair and he put his hand behind my head and slowly lifted me up and placed me on the bed, still kissing me.

I pulled away to breath and looked at him.

"Are you about to fuck me?"

"With your consent...yea"

"Well then yes"

I did not think my first time would be apology sex.

-

I woke up the next day cuddling with Sapnap and I thought back to when he slept in the same bed as me.

He still smells like fire.

"'Morin'" he said with his raspy ass country voice. "Good Morning. I said smiling. I grabbed my phone and quickly tweeted "Merry Christmas" and closed it before I got swarmed with questions about Sapnap.