I woke up to me laying on Chris's chest I had a headache I sit up and look for some clothes near by me but I didn't find any so I just layed back down I look at chris next to me and smiled
I looked at my phone to see 20 messages from karl
Karl🥺:hey...I'm sorry
Karl🥺:I didn't mean to hurt you
Karl🥺:I love you..
I just left him on opend...I didn't care for karl that much any more....I mean he said he wasn't gay....
I turn off my phone and get closer to chris
He wakes up smiling at me so I smile back he kisses me on the forehead and gets up
"I'm gonna take a shower" he said
"Can I go with you please" I say
"Ok ok come on" he says
I go in with him I turn the water on and stand there when he came in I hugged him and he hugged me back
I felt his hands go up and down my back which felt good while we where hugging he said "chan....we need to talk"
I felt scared....kinda
"Its about Katie" he said
I started crying in to his shoulder
"Just...go ahead go back to her...I'm sorry none of this would've have happen if I wasn't drunk" I said
"I'm glad it happened" he said I look at him and he pins me against the shower wall and kiss me
He stops and says "I loved you since I met you...but I had katie at that time...and then we got married and had tucker...."
"I just...I dont know what I'm gonna do"he also says
"Look....if you want to stay with her go ahead..."I say
"But I want you"he says while kissing my neck
We walk out the shower and get dressed
"Hey chris...I dont feel that good umm...I'm not gonna go film today"
I say
"Aww ok...well il see you in a couple of hours" he says
He comes up to me and kisses me and leaves..
I felt happy I just felt really happy it made me forget about karl
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