Tired... (arumika music lyric angst) (COMPLETE)

Sugar Crash

(A/N: the song above is not pitched to the right tune, it's a slowed down version of the song, just to you you guys know, happy reading!)

(Mikasa's pov)

Today was a long and tiring day, so I decided to do the stuff that I do when I'm stressed or just tired, get high, I started to heat up the bong that I use and started to smoke, I started to relax as soon as it hit me, but everything I do is wrong, 'cept for when I hit the bong, I feel like I'm on a sugar crash, it's only 3:27 at night, but I feel like something is missing, I need...some form of comfort, I'll just call a certain someone.

"Hello?" His tired voice rang through, it made me smile when he picks up.
"Hey Armin, can you over please?" I asked, I heard him audibly sigh and he responded with a simple yes.
"Okay, the door will be unlocked, you don't have to knock, alright?"
"Alright, I'll be there in a bit." I hung up, I sigh in delight, 'I'm not lonely, just a bit tired of this fucking shit, but nothing that I do can make me feel good...' I thought, god why do I think these thought just cut my fucking brain in half someone!

A few minutes have passed by and I heard the door open, I turn to see who it is and I see that it's Armin, he took of his shoes, placed them beside the door, and he walked towards the couch to sit with me, I can only just stare at him, his ocean blue eyes makes me feel like I have feeling for him, but maybe I do, I can't make my mind up about him whether I like him or not.
"...Mikasa?" I lost my train of thought, "You okay?" He asked.
"Yeah, yeah I am I just thought about err...something." I answered, he gave a small chuckle while have a slight red tint on his face, 'Cute~'
"So...uhmm, would you like to go to bed, I know you're probably tired." 'Due to me waking him up, idiot'
"Yeah, I would like to go to bed, Mikasa."
"Alright, let's head to my room." I stood up and went to my room, him right behind me, I let him settle down first and when he was all settled I shut off the light and also settled down in bed, I laid on his chest and closed my eyes, it really was a tiring day, all my thoughts were stressing me, 'I just don't wanna hate myself, instead I wanna feel good...' I thought, but as long as I have Armin with me, I think I can get through it, well...I hope so, soon after I fell asleep, on his chest, listening to his heartbeat, it was very comforting to say the least...I believe I'm starting to have little feelings for this boy...