" It was hyung. " Tae said rubbing his eyes from back of his hands. " Only if I had been careful, the accident won't have happened. I would have lived a happy life. But I don't fucking remember anything. It is my fault."
"Everything is my fault hyung. Even she died because of me." Bogum caress his cheeks wipes the tears and hugs him again.
"Nothing is your fault Tae. It's just fate. It was not in your hand. We can't control everything."
" No hyung , I killed her. I was so frustrated that she never tells me anything about my past. She hides everything. She brought me to this new place where nobody knows me. I was frustrated that she wanted to take me away. I was angry at her for not telling me anything. I wanted to leave her. I didn't trust her. She wanted to save me and I " Tae clenched Bogum's shirt and cried out loud.
" I killed her.....
I killed her hyung......
She died because of me.....
Because of me...."
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Flashback....
Tae's mom was unloading his stuffs. She bought a new house far from their old house. But Tae didn't want to stay here. Tae was getting really angry at his mom.
" But I don't want to stay here mom. " Tae screamed at his mom.
"Don't raise your voice Taehyung. I'm your mother. I know what's better for you."
"But mom I want to go back. I want to know about my life. I want to know what happened that night. I want to remember everything."
Tae's mom didn't listened to him and continues to take out the luggage to the cab.
" I don't want to hear anything Tae. I just want you to get out of this place and have a normal life."
"But mom, please try to understand me too. How can I have a normal life when I don't remember anything. I want to know my past life too"
"Memories are created Tae. Once you get out of here you can make new memories."
Tae's mother settles everything in the house. Tae was on the edge of bursting out his tears.
"Let's go baby. We will start a new beginning from here." She caress his cheeks. A tear rolled down his eyes .
" NO! " Tae removed her hands from his cheeks. " You can't be my mother. If you were you would have understand me." Tae was a crying mess by now. He turns back and run away on the street.
"Tae .... son don't go. Tae...."
Tae mom tried to follow him. Tae wiped his tears and runs around the street when he hears a devastating sound of someone hitting the breaks hard. Tae turns back only to see his mom lying on the road full of blood.
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Present day....
Bogum is still hugging him and caress his hair while Tae is just crying his heart out.
"It's not your fault Tae." He patted his back gently. " It was just an accident. You didn't do anything."
"She wanted me to start a new life hyung. Far away from everyone. She died because I wanted to stay here and search for my past life. I wanted to remember everything. I was desperate to know myself. She died because I was stubborn."
" No Tae! You are not at all stubborn."
" You don't know hyung..... I went everywhere to everyone asking if they know me and how my life was. Mom tried to stop me. If I was not stubborn, she would be here."
"No Tae. Please don't think that way. You have every right to know about your life. It was just an accident . She loved you a lot Tae. She won't be happy to see you crying like this." Bogum loosened his grip and lift his chin and made Tae look at him. " She wanted you to be happy and if you cry like this. Her soul will really be sad."
After a long time and lots of coxing Tae nodded and rubbed his cheeks from the back of his hand like a crying baby. Bogum didn't know to be sad for his fate or cooed at his baby behavior.
" Lets go freshen up. I can't allow anyone else to see this beautiful face crying like this."
Tae nodded and followed him.
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