A/N- TW: Implied suicide. (Sorry for the late update ya'll just been busy) You are in the POV of Dream but 2nd person. It will make sense as you read.
'Sigh,' You were scrolling through Twitter only to notice the plethora of hate. It didn't matter how much, or what you did. There were always haters. You can't escape it. You couldn't comprehend why these words even mattered.
"THESE ARE JUST RANDOM DICKHEADS ON THE INTERNET!" You yelped not realizing you said it out loud. Thank god you lived alone. You breathed in deeply, the stuffy humid air fills your mouth and travels down your windpipe and into your lungs. Your breath hitches at the suffocatingly thick air flowing in and out of you.
Shuffling can be heard as you pace around your room. You decide in order to feel at ease you should ring Sapnap. You slid into your chair and flipped on your blinding screens. Your eyes stung at the bright light. 'Sigh'
"Wazzup Dream?"
His voice rang through your head. It was soothing and gave you butterflies, the voice was soft as if it was laced with honey. You couldn't believe this beautiful person was even talking to the likes of you. It made you ponder about what would life have been like without Sapnap. Well, I don't think you would have a life.
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Flashback
"I can't Sapnap,"
"Dream. No Clay. Please don't do this."
"Wow, thanks for the pity words. Don't even use my name." You rolled your eyes.
"You know what. Clay, you are one of the best things that has ever entered my life. I cannot bear to lose it all within a matter of seconds. Clay, don't do this. I beg you. Please do not commit to this idea. It's stupid. I l-love you. Okay? I don't want to lose you. You entered my life and immediately put me at ease. You made sure I was okay and at my best at all times. I wish I could've done the same for you. You-you just seemed so joyful. I-I never thought-" A tear broke through and rolled down Sapnaps cheek. It soon continued in an uninterrupted stream. Clamorous sobs could be heard from Sapnap's end. It shattered your heart listening to this. Loud sniffles then followed soon after.
"Sapnap- I-..... Nick. I- u-"
"This better have not been a p-prank, I really, really adore you and need your c-company," Nicks's message interrupted with hiccups and gut-wrenching sobs.
You didn't know what to say. He really meant all this? Or is he just saying this? Your urge to leave this dreadful earth was starting to fade but, still stood strong. You wanted to leave. Did you even have the balls to do this? You told Sapnap 'goodbye' and he wouldn't stop spamming you. Why did you say anything? God, if you just kept quiet you wouldn't have had to deal with this. Sapnaps messages stacked up before you had even thought about answering. Although when you answered you were stabbed with a gut-wrenching regret. The kind of feeling that felt like an X-Acto knife digging into your skin. This was minutes ago, but right now, you had a bigger decision to contemplate. Do you leave? Or do you stay?
End of flashback
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A/N- Hey ya'll sorry for my long break. Have this as an appreciation gift (Even though it's not completed) Would you guys like a second part? What kind of ending? Sad or happy? Also, what did you guys think about this POV? :)) Leave more requests and sorry this is so short! :3
Hope you all are staying safe out there. Please take care of yourself, drink water, and eat. I'm so proud of you. Good job you're doing great. Keep it up. :))
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