January 4, 2021 at 3:29pm a precious baby boy was born. Kai'Syn Jamir Rose weighed 7lbs 6oz out the wound. Just for once I felt like my life was changing all the way around. My son is helping me gain my happiness I lost back. Being pregnant I was so broken, but I had to realize he don't deserve that part of me. If I'm not doing it for nobody else I'm healing for my son. The father and I still aren't on good terms, but I can say he's a good father. Being a mommy is a different type of love. No matter what kind of day you're having that little one is going to brighten you up. My mommy journey is just beginning and I must say I learned a lot. My pregnancy wasn't easy as you can see it was hell. It made me the strong young woman I am today. Even though Kai'Syn father did apologize about his actions it'll never be forgotten. I may forgive but how a woman is treated during her pregnancy will scar her for life. Till this day I still think about it, I still want to talk about it, and I still cry about it. I laid my life on the line for my son. Not one but 2 blood transfusions. I'm telling my story for other young ladies and pregnant mommies. If a man can't respect you don't stay thinking the good will outweigh the bad. Leave! You're only hurting yourself and if a man disrespects while you're carrying his child that shows a lot about him. The mother of your kid should be the main one you support and never betray. My son saved me, I needed him more than he needed me. I'm currently in a place of healing where my silence will solve every thing.
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Life of a Broken Girl into a Healing Mommy
CasualeMy story is about how I met a guy & our vibe was unbearable. Our bond was unbreakable, everything was everything until I got pregnant. That's when true colors start to show and all hell broke loose. Took me a while, but slowly my baby is teaching me...