as much as i wish you happiness my heart doesn't listen to my mind
my heart wants you to stay but my mind wants you to live on
maybe because i've been so unhappy i'm convinced even if it isn't working, it will suffice
the time we spent together will now be another display in an aisle of your memories
when you're in your deepest darkest night and your mind is quiet
that is when you will find me too
if i was given the choice to redo my life
i'd still choose to meet you
experience the love and hardships all over again
still knowing in the end, nothing worked
we were once two people trusting their love will last forever
blinded by innocence
never suspecting their world will soon collapse
somewhere in a different lifetime, timeline, or universe
or maybe the silver lining between the fourth dimension
we are still together
a different time where we both got it right
this love was dancing on thin ice
risky but risking it all
you left wounds where flowers bloom in
as delicate as they are they still come with thorns
the patience and strength put into this was painful and beautiful
i'm thankful for all the love and hurt we went through
and all the happiness i wish i could share with you
i'm only left with reminiscing for solace
all the promises and dreams we made enfolds into the past quietly
i send them off with a heartfelt farewell
another one of life's unforeseen lessons
