the movies we play

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it's kind of ironic how we always meet at the movies or during sunset
cause somehow i dream of us in different scenarios even if i am upset
it's like i find a seat and not know what kind of movie will play
but i'm still curious how it all starts and ends and so i stay

here you are so glorified that you are kind even down to your bones
that i don't reject even if you're asking to hang out through my phone
something i saw as weak and pathetic but i still go to see you
not even knowing or caring what i'm getting myself into

we just laugh and smile like how we've always done before
always knowing you were only trouble yet i don't care anymore
i knew things weren't going to be the same but i pretended it all was
you were already playing along just for fun and just because

it's like we don't even care to spend time in the theatre's again
cause we were already in our own movie and we ditch our friends
it doesn't matter where you take me wherever i wish to go
car rides in the night and the view from a cliff below

the city lights sparkle it's personal little galaxy
never overstepping our boundaries casually
somehow i lost you in between our little adventure
and to the universe's ebb and flow, i surrender

that feeling i once again feared came back to me
i just wanted everything back to what once it used to be
the nights turned into sunsets cause this is where we say goodbyes
i knew this was going to happen yet with tears in my eyes

and with a dramatic plot twist, i turn around to see you
your arms are wide open as you say "do you miss me too?"
i rush in for an embrace and think "i don't necessarily miss him"
and this crazy story of a dream finally ends its film

i guess i only miss the love, security, and comfort on my skin
yet i wake up thinking to myself, "i guess i do miss him"

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