aesthetes.

5 - curiousity killed the cat

grant is probably the only person i'm really close with. i don't ever really hang out with my friends, i'd rather read a good book or listen to an album from the store - rather than listen them talk about their latest fucks. why did everyone care so much about sex? what does it do? yes, i know, it is said to feel amazing, but anything else? no, i'm not just saying this because i was sexually assaulted, i truly think sex is dumb, unless you do it with someone you cared for deeply. not just some one night stand.

i was pacing around my room, thinking about luke. no, i wasn't thinking about my finals exam in three days, no i wasn't thinking about what might happen next in pll, i was thinking about the world's 1 douche - luke. i'm not sure of his last name but i know that's his birth name. i hated his guts, but he was so intimidating. i felt like i could talk to him for hours; even though we'd probably just argue the whole time. something about him that was making me fall hopelessly for him.

i wouldn't say i was in love though. no, no way! maybe, as friends? i'm not entirely sure. i've never even really talked to a boy, after being forever scarred from leo. suddenly a pounding to the back of my head begins and i know that this was a headache. i look outside the window in my bedroom, it's not bad weather. i walk out of my room - still ignoring my mom, and headed to the closest park to get my mind off things and stop the painful migraine.

i reached the outdoor park and took a seat at a bench. i laid back, pushing my hands into the pockets of my jeans, legs crossed as i stared at everyone ((( NOT IN A CREEPY WAY OKOK ))) they all seemed so happy and full of jubilation while i sat here confused about a boy and my life in general.

i heard a familiar voice clear their throat, obviously trying to attract someone's attention. i turn my head to my side as i see the blonde lanky figure stand in front of me.

'hey there, dork. can i sit next to you?' he questioned.

i gave him a confused look.

'are you deaf?' he said, annoyance evident in his tone of voice.

i shook my head before letting him take a seat.

'i've never heard or met anyone called perry.' luke says out of the blue. 'other than perry the platypus of course.'

i let out a small giggle. 'i guess there's a first for everything.'

after i said that, there was a pause before i said something else 'your name is luke and i expected you to be an awkward guy - obviously i was wrong.'

'i guess there's a first for everything.' he said repeating what i had said earlier, giving me a smirk before moving closer to me, our knees now touching.

we both watched all the kids and parents go by the park in silence, just enjoying the outdoors in general.

'is there a reason behind your asshole-ish-ness?' i ask.

'curiousity killed the cat.' luke replied, not really paying attention to me.

'because the truth was too much to handle. i can handle the truth; whether it be about my personality, appearance or actions.' i retort, feeling confident for some apparent reason.

'touché.' was all he said before another silence fell upon us.

around 8pm, luke and i both got up without saying anything, parting directions and walking home.

luke was a weird guy with weird emotions. wait - isnt that every boy? he was an asshole one minute, and a calm guy the next. there was just something about him that i wanted more of.

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okok luke being a nice human is in progress okok

SRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN SO LONG,, tests r a bitch + i had writers block im super super sry