aesthetes.

3 - sorry, honey.

I WALKED INTO THE cd store, praying to god, that i didnt see luke.

half of me definitely just wanted to kick his balls, but the other half of me actually wanted to see him for some apparent reason.

i walked up to grant and gave him a warm smile.

'grant, are you okay? i swear luke is such a fucking jerk.' i scoff.

'it's fine really.' grant nodded.

'you sure?' i ask, geniunely concerned.

'yeah, it's all good.' he croaked.

i nod as i then went off into a random aisle.

i then heard a familiar voice, but followed by a feminine giggle.

i turn around to see luke with a girl.

i laugh hysteraically.

i probably looked like a psychopath, but i honestly didn't care, it was the funniest sight anyone could ever lay eyes on! luke with a girl!

they cleared their throats in sync.

i had a proper look at the girl, she obviously had gigantic boobs, blonde hair, hazel eyes and a flawless body. she was one of those girls that kept my self confidence low.

'i-im sorry, it's just i know luke enough to know that he would never actually be in a commited relationship.' i tell them. 'sorry honey, but i bet he's already fucked fifteen girls while being with you.' i inform the girl in a hushed tone.

'when you told me she was a bitch, you didn't tell me she was a jealous and a desperate bitch.' the girl told luke.

'right, sorry, forgot that.' he told the girl.

'and i thought luke was into one night stands, not silly relationships that probably mean nothing to him,' i said truthfully.

'im sorry, but i think you need to shut the fuck up.' the girl said simply.

'im sorry, but i think nothing can replace your ugly ass personality.' i mock her, saying it in an exaggerated girly expression.

'she is such an ugly bitch!' she exclaims like one of those girls wih high-pitched voices and walks off.

'baby! wait!' luke calls after her but doesnt chase after her, reminds me of the similar situation yesterday. did he do that with every girl he met?

'you are such a bitch.' he told me.

'wow! you both called me a bitch! i guess small minds tend to think alike.' i say to luke.

'nice green day reference, but it isn't funny.'

'you know whats funny, though?'

'what?'

'you trying to date a girl.' i laugh.

'that isnt funny either.' he pouted.

'yeah it is,' i contradicted.

'you're saying this now, but soon you will be wrapped around my finger. you'll be begging, and i will take your virginity, just like ive done with other virgins.' he stated with a smirk inching closer to me, expecting me to flinch but i didnt move a single muscle.

'you think im a virgin?' my eyes widen and then burst out into another laughing fit.

'its kinda obvious.' he shrugged.

'offensive! i am not a virgin, surprise!' i told him as he looked shocked.

'did you pay for it? because, i bet you were desperate.' he says confidently.

i gulp as i felt my eyes start to water at the thought of my first time. it was an experience i didn't want to remember. ((( no his dick wasnt short smh ))) this was why i had been afraid of intercourse, for as long as i can remember. this was why i didnt just let random people into my life. i tried to blink back the tears threatning to spill, but before i knew it, i was sobbing a waterfall. i didn't see luke's expression as i had immediately ran out of the store, freely crying, just like yesterday.

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WHO CAN GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TO PERRY WHEN SHE WAS YOUNGE RHEHDHDH

ok my fav author actually noticed this book nd ok brb crying hdjdh fjddiodkk tysm