ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴠ - x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
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I decided to stay back in billies green room, now to clearly specify we've been arguing a lot lately, like with all the pressure from the press and touring. Even missing out on the precious moments with her closest friends are enough to have her completely saddened by the thought
But me being me I try to comfort her, and basically let her know that I'm completely here for her but she lashed out on me most of the time and that makes me feel like I'm not enough
I get that she's been having lack of sleep and everything but I'm here to listen and to always be here for her. I think she forgets that half of the time and don't think about her actions
I heard the door open starling me, I looked over towards the door for a moment seeing billie walk through it making her way over to me with a sad yet, angry expression on her face
"Baby can you please get out I wanna be alone?!" She exclaimed as she pointed towards the door. I looked over at the door then back up at her scoffing. "No why do I have to get out, you're clearly upset and I wanna be here for you.. you know this" I spoke while putting my phone down on the couch now crossing my arms
I watched as she let her arm fall to her side as she lets out a loud huff in annoyance catching my attention
"I'm begging you, please get up and get out before I end up saying something I'll regret..please" she said while getting impatient, now taping her foot on the floor beneath her.
I looked up at her, with a annoyed expression now written all over my face at the moment. "I refuse, we're a team I'm going to be here for you" I said calmingly while getting up from my spot on the couch
Billie begins to walk away towards her huge mini closet with her back facing me, I guess to cool off but from where I was standing it wasn't working I know how she get
I carefully made my way over to her, so that now I'm right in front of her. She turned around " baby I said GET THE FUCK Out" billie yelled all while keeping eye contact with me
Once she ticked I notice her eyebrow tick in a upwards motion showing that I hit a nerve. I stood there helplessly as my eyes searched her own but all I seen was fresh tears well up in her eyes
I cleared my throat. " fine have it your way, I'm too tired to do this" I spoke while my voice cracked in the process. I turned around walking over to the couch grabbing my phone and heading out the door shutting I behind me
Im immediately being met with Maggie. "Is billie in there?" She questioned with sad eyes. I nodded my head, "yeah but she's pretty stressed out at the moment so be careful" I said with a weak smile
I looked down instantly feeling tears well up in my eyes, I brung my hand up to my ears carefully wiping it away. Then I looked up at Maggie and tried to smile through the pain I was feeling. And to my surprise Maggie came in and gave me a big as hug
I wrapped my arms around her tightly as I sobbed into her arms. "It's going to be okay, you too will work through this I know you guys will" Maggie spoke against my head followed by a slight kiss on my head
Have y'all seen the documentary?? If so did you love it?
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But let me know if y'all like this, I'm sorry that this is short and lame but I literally decided to upload before I go to bed because I have work tomorrow
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I'll try to upload a lot more I promise
