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𝟷𝟸:𝟷𝟽ᴀᴍ
I sat crisscross applesauce on this huge ass king size bed in the middle with billie on my left and savanna on my right. I sighed to myself as I flicked through varieties of shows, movies and documentaries on Netflix to pass the time until my Tourette's began to act upOut of nowhere I head jerked to one side then the other side making my eyebrows twitch uncomfortably. I mentally cursed myself out as it began to get worse, my body began to twitch and jerk causing savanna to turn around since her back was facing me
She had pure sleepiness still in her system but once she realized what was happening she quickly sat up reaching over me to smacking billie leg hard since she was asleep on her back mouth open snoring a little bit
I sat there having a uncontrollable Tourette attacks now seeing a panicked billie by my side telling me how she's going to get some water to potentially help while savanna was sitting in front of me both hands on my face keeping intense eye contact
"It's going to be okay, I'm here..we're here" savanna said in a quiver kind of tone indicating she's worried shitless
Oops
I tried to shake my head yes but my Tourette's were out of control, with that I heard billie come back to my side with a glass of water giving it to savanna now.
Billie began to rub my back which means to help calm me down a lot. She leaned in towards my ear whispering. "It's going to be okay just breathe you got this, you're much stronger than this mamas" billie said above a whisper, sending shiver down my spine but the good kind feeling her kiss the side of my head then on my shoulder before laying her head on it
I gave up, and let my head fall down in embarrassment while billie continued to rub my back. I knew the look on savanna's face would break me again, I couldn't help but feel like a loser having them both take care of me when I get like this.
Savanna free hand came in contact with my thigh softly rubbing it for comfort. "I'm sorry, I'm thinking too much but I feel lame that you two are taking care of me, I ruined you guy's sleep" I exclaimed in a sad tone, now looking up at savanna who has sympathy written on her face
"Baby it's okay, what you go through we'll all go through besides billie deals with the same thing so if that makes you feel way less alone that's what we want... it's what I want" savanna said in a raspy tone as she runs her hands through her damp hair
I built up the courage to look up at her." Thank you babe,, and thank you bubba" I said softly turning around to look at billie as she moves her head off my shoulder so I can get a good view of her face. Billie had a closed smiled on her lips "you're welcome love" billie said just in time as savanna immediately making eye contact with her
Both of them had a resting bitch face, that's enough to kill a girl. That lasted for a few more seconds before they bursted into laughter " you know I fuck with you" billie exclaimed as she smiled reaching her hand out to dape savanna while she returns a smile
"Y'all are too damn perfect, but let's try to go to bed" I suggested while I playfully rolled my eyes at these two. I felt the bed move a bit making me turn my head seeing billie laying down on her back already staring at me
I rolled my eyes again, leaning down to kiss her lips letting our kiss fall in sync. But was pulled turning my attention away from billie to savanna speaking to me. " Your water gone be right here if you need it" she said with a small smile standing by the nightstand on her side of the bed pointing at the glass cup
I nodded my head, " thanks I'll definitely drink it when I need too" I said with a small smile now crawling over to her side of the bed sitting up on my knees literally looking up to her
I wrapped my arms around her neck leaning in to kiss her lips passionately, while feeling the touch of her hands go to my sides grabbing them them firmly. Savanna and I heard billie nonchalantly say "damn baby you got cake for days but I'll give anything to see savanna fuck you right here right now" billie said loudly like it ain't 12 in the morning
We pulled away from the kiss looking over at billie who's smiling hard as shit, with her hands behind her head staring at us. "Oh really you'd like that huh billie" Savanna said huskily as she brings her tatted arms down to my ass firmly squeezing it
I gasped as I looked up at savanna who's already looking at me with her bottom lip just under teeth. I swallowed hard, "um no there won't be any of that, not right now at least take y'all horny asses to sleep" I said in a hurry, getting out of savanna's grip heading over to my spot in the middle of the bed
I mugged billie billie on the head playfully. Before fulling laying down. She shrugged it out as we all bursted in laughter all making it to bed and that were super comfortable
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𝟻:𝟶𝟶ᴀᴍ
I woke up jerking and having yet another panic attack, now this one was way too intense, I went through another episode of billie and Savanna caring care of me until I eventually had fallen because they didn't trust all of going to sleep together like they usually do but not times like this.I laid on my side facing billie while Savanna is spooning me from behind, face in my neck and her arms wrapped around my waist tightly... knocked tf out
"You sleep bubba?" I asked gently tapping her button nose with my pointer finger, her eyes was closed so that's usual a sign that someone is sleeping
"No mamas, but you should be I'm not resting until you sleep unlike someone " billie said with a small chuckle. "You're right we should go I'm sorry" I said now closing my eyes soon after feeling billies lips on me then leave a second later
"Goodnight, oh and we're going to the doctors in the morning" billie said confidently.
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so what's the issues with my Tourette's whys it so bad and what's causing me?" I asked in worried as I sit on the cold hard bed with billie and savanna in the two chairs in the roomThe doctors clears his voice" so as you probably aren't aware of a tremendous amount of stress plays a huge part on your Tourette's attacks and lack of sleep are you getting losing sleep?" my doctor asked me as I fidget with the distressed holes on my jeans
"no I haven't" I said truthfully
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AUTHORS NOTE
- thank you all for getting me to 50k on this book, as usual I love you all❤️Also this was a request/ idea so I hope it was good. I definitely tried in my opinion it's not my best work but it's like when I don't like a certain upload yall love it so fingers crossed that you ALL DO❤️🥺