Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
{ word count 1501 }
Your POV
I literally feel so numb like there is no way out, in more ways than one it's suffocating to say the least. It sucks being with someone who you no longer know and no longer want to be with, because things doesn't sit well anymore.. and it hurts so damn bad physically and mentally . Half of the time it seems like I'm talking to a wall and that my girlfriend is just here not listening like I'm the only one who sees that things are getting toxic because she's very abusive, too different for my liking..
But that's not all my best friend Billie sees right through me and is always there for me. Whether it's hanging out at her house, or being silly, having a movie night alone with just the two of us, or with friends she's literally the best EVER!
Once I had got out of the shower I put on a matching Black bra and black lace panties, black leggings, a white top and a grey hoodie and grey socks with my hair in its naturally curly state that flows to my waist. I flop on my queen size bed turning on my old ass PS3, getting the controller going to Netflix putting 13 reasons why on. Within a few minutes into the show my phone "Dings" showing that I had received a text from Billie....
Y/n Italic Billie" Bold" My bestooo💕👉🏼👈🏼 "Aye you down to chill?"
" Yeah sure come through "
My bestooo💕👉🏼👈🏼Alright bet, I'm on my way. Also I got our favorite.. Cheez-Its"
" OH MY GOSH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, Thank you"
My bestooo💕👉🏼👈🏼 " Aye you know I got you babe"
" Awe stop it"
My bestooo💕👉🏼👈🏼 " Nah but fr I'm on my way, hold tight 😉" Read..
With that being said I closed my phone putting it back down on my nightstand to charge. Resuming back to my show low key getting impatient because my girlfriend still hasn't responded to my message and it's been LITERALLY two hours. Now for me some may think I'm over reacting but I'm not because me being the girlfriend that I am I would never ever do that to her. Ugh it's frustrating..
I decide to get up and head to my kitchen getting out a glass and getting out the water picture out the fridge pouring some in my glass sitting the picture down on the marble glass counter picking up the glass bringing it to my lips taking a few sips putting it down. As I tear a knock at the door I'm all too familiar with.
