Chigo Imperial
October 31, 8:01 p.m.
Naisip ko
Kakausapin ko na lang si yuan
As soon as ma-feel kong okay na ako
Siguro within this week
Wag mo pilitin sarili mo una
No :(
I have to
As a respect na rin
Especially for his time
And para hindi na siya mag invest sa akin
I don't want to prolong this eh
Saka para maging okay din ako
Sure ka talaga?
Pwede namang kahit hindi within the week
Pwedeng next week
Or sa susunod na week
I know
Hanggang sa yung week magiging buwan
Tapos tatagal
Ayaw ko nang ganun
Eventually, I still have to say it to him
Alam ko namang there's no easy way to reject someone
Pero ayaw kong mag-aksaya siya ng oras sa akin
Kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na wala talagang chance
Paano mo ba nasabi na wala talagang chance?
Malay mo ngayon mo lang nararamdaman yan
Tapos magiging maayos din
Hindi eh :(
Di ko alam paano ko ieexplain
Pero alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi
I do like him
But he makes me nervous most of the time
And that makes me uncomfortable
Tapos kapag kasama ko siya I have to pretend na okay lang ako and at ease, kahit ang lamig lamig ng pawis ko at kinakabahan talaga ako. Hindi ko gusto na ganun yung feeling ko tuwing kasama ko si yuan 😔
And I know hindi ko kayang gawin yun parati
Kaya nung umamin siya sa akin and nagpaalam na manliligaw, medyo natakot ako kasi iniisip ko na paano kapag pumayag ako tapos kailangan ko magpanggap palagi na okay lang ako at hindi naco-conscious o kinakabahan? Iniisip ko pa lang, super drained na ako. Hindi ko kaya yun
Sorry but I'll choose my comfort
It's me >>> before anyone else
Kahit gaano ko pa sila kagusto
Una
Yes? :(
Wag ka mag sorry kung yan yung gusto mo
At nararamdaman mo
Okay lang yun, naiintindihan ko naman
Thank you chigo 🥺
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