Our world {TMR high}

Chapter 35

Happy valentines day I hope you find someone who loves you as much as I love Minho❤️

(Sonya POV)

We sit in the restaurant. Me and Newt as he explains to me what happened to Winston.

"That's awful!" I exclaim "Is he going to be okay?"
"I hope so." He says.
"I can't believe Ivy would do that."
"I know."
"Why don't you ask Gally about it?"
"He won't say."
"This is ripping Winston apart isn't it?"
"Yes,you should've seen him today. He hates us all."
"I'm sure that's not true Newt."
"Trust me."
"Then why don't we see him?"
"Are you sure? He'll probably throw insults at you."
"Yes I'm sure. Newt he's our friend."
"Fine."

After paying for the meal we knock on Winston,his parents are working but tell us to go straight up,his rooms on the highest floor but once we find him he's just sitting there reading.

"What do you want?" He demands,
"What can't we see you?" I ask as me and Sonya take a seat on the floor.
"Newt you need to cheer up." Sonya says "Ivy loves you,and you love her back."
"No she doesn't. Not anymore." He throws his book across the wall so it whacks the wall "Why bother?"
"With what?"
"Caring about people. Look,just leave me alone."
"We're staying here until you cheer up Winston." Sonya says.
"Well then I guess you just piss off and never come back,please.."

(Teresa POV)

I lie in Thomas' arms,hearing the rain against my window. His lips lightly press onto my hands,like I'm a princess. That's the way he makes me feel. I suddenly feel a sudden urge for him so I twist round and start to kiss him,he sits up against the headrest and I sit on his lap,kissing him. My hands firmly planted on his shoulders. Then they move up into his hair. I grab his shirt and pull it off,smiling slightly as him as a reassurance. I kiss his lips once then let him remove my shirt.

I had never done anything like this before,but I liked it. Because it was with the boy I love. It felt right. What we did. Showed our love for each other. When we're together it just feels right,like all the missing pieces of my heart they finally collide. It was nice to feel that way about someone,it was nice to have someone you loved you for all you were. Who loved every part of you. Who you could trust and love them with all you are.

Love doesn't come like that usually. So when you find it you hold onto it.

Yeah I'm sorry if you wanted like details because it was implied that they you know.. But I get really nervous and anxious about what I publish online now. I feel really scared and worried of who I am now because I get really afraid of what people will think,so I made my Wattpad secret ever since I started to write this type of stuff because I can't risk anyone who I know finding this. I'm really sorry. But I really don't know who I am anymore.

Another update tonight.