Our world {TMR high}

Chapter 39

(Winston POV)

"WHERE THE HELL IS SHE?" I roar at Gally,barely slamming his for behind us so his parents may hear us from downstairs "IVY,I HAVEN'T HEARD HER IN FOUR MONTHS IT'S NOT FUNNY!"
"I don't know," he says "Look,I'm sorry."
"No,this can't be it. Gally,if you do know I'm never gonna see her again."
"I'm sorry Winston."

I don't say anything,just lean against his wall and let the tears fall,I ignore that he's here. I don't care. I wipe my eyes but more come so I just sit there,looking up to stop the tears. Just as I hear my phone and see it's Ivy,I throw myself up and pick it up.

"Ivy?"
"Winston.." Her voice is broken and numb,like a small mouse.
"What's wrong?"
"I kissed another guy. I messed everything up. I'm sorry."
"Why are you saying this?"
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"Everything."
"And why are you telling me this?"
"Because I love you. Goodbye."

She hangs up after that and I don't understand,I try calling again but it won't work. I scream out but Gally runs to me.

"What happened?"
"She said goodbye." I start to cry again "What does it mean?"
"It can't be.."
"Can't be what?"
"You know, like Newt."

I look at him for a moment,eyes wide as I sprint. Out of his house and down the road,Gally straight behind me. I have no clue where she might be,I keep yelling at Gally to call her.

"Where is she?" I demand "Where could she be?"

Gally looks star struck for a moment,then nods behind me. "There."

I turn round and see a girl being loaded into an ambulance. Me and Gally scream her name as we sprint to her but we're pulled back.

"No,she's my cousin." Gally says "What happened."
"The girl was going to jump," the doctor says "You lads better come with us,"
"Will she be okay?" I ask.
"We think so,she's just in shock. We need to calm her down. Get her some help."

We go in the ambulance with them,they tell us Ivy's okay. But I don't stop looking at her,all I have for four months was a photo graph. But now I see her,Lying there. I make continuous promises to myself that I'll protect her. That I'll love her.

Ivy sits there,staring into space. Dressed in those pyjamas that hospitals give you. I walk over to her,sitting on the opposite sofa, we don't say anything to each other,she just looks at me. She looks so different.

"The day before you left me you told me you loved me." I say,then shut my mouth again.
"I know Winston."
"So what happened?"
"I don't know."
"You don't know?"
"Yes."
"Look I needed you and you pissed off. Went with another boy."
"I don't love Ben I love you! Look,I didn't mean to,I'm sorry."
"Then why did you do it?"
"I was scared."
"About what?"
"Everything. Winston,I didn't want anyone's help. You should've just left me. I needed love,because I needed you."
"No,you need someone to love you because you can't love yourself!"
"Exactly. I'm weak,and you didn't let me end my pain. You wouldn't have me anymore."
"And then what?"
"You'd continue living your life."
"Without you?"
"Yes."
"That's not possible." I just think of it for a quick moment and begin to cry "If you weren't here,I'd fucking die."
"That's not true."
"I love you."
"I love you too."

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