Never Enough

Chapter 2

*Present time*

"Ugh why do I still remember those bullshit memories," I said as I wipe my tears.

I get up from my bed and change my clothes. As I go down stairs, I looked at the window and saw that it is raining. I go to the kitchen and started cooking. After cooking of course, I eat and then wash the dishes that I used.

I locked the doors and turn off the lights and go to my room. I was about to close the window curtains when I saw someone outside the house. I looked at the person outside more clearly and saw him, yes it was Kian standing outside our house. 

"What the hell is he up to?" I irritated said. 

Whatever it is I don't care anymore. I closed the curtain and go to bed. I close my eyes but the hell I can't sleep. I can stop thinking about him, don't get me wrong I know that his house is far from here, he might get sick if he stays in the rain. This is what I hate about myself, my conscience is too high, I can't withstand just live him under the rain knowing the fact that I can help him even though he has done something to me. 

I went to the window and opened the curtain he was still there standing as he saw me looking at him, he started to kneel at the road. "WTF. What the hell is that." I immediately went downstairs, get an umbrella and go outside to cover him.

"What are you doing?" I said while giving him a shade of the umbrella. 

"Actions speak louder than words. If you don't want to hear my sorry then please feel my apology." He said in a crying tone. I cannot tell if he is crying because he is wet because of the rain but he look like crying. 

"Stand" I said coldly but still he won't get up.

"Get up you dumb. Why don't you go home, I still need to rest." I said.

"I can't, I need to this and besides I don't have my car plus home is far from here." He replied. 

"Well, then good luck" I said and started walking towards our house. Shit I can't do this. Yes, I'm still mad at him but I cannot let something bad happen to him. So, I went back to where he is. 

"Stand up and go inside" I said. 

"But I know—"

"Just shut up okay? Go inside but it doesn't mean that I'm not mad at you, I just can't let you get sick because of me. You know me very well, you know I can't withstand this kind of situations." I said and started walking and wait for him at the gate. He immediately stands up and followed me inside. He let me in first and then he followed. 

After locking the doors I get a clean towel in the laundry room and gave it to him. 

"Thank you." He sincerely said. 

"hmm Troy can I borrow some clothes for you?" he asked. 

"Okay." I coldly said.

So I went upstairs to get him some clothes. I opened my cabinet and search for any clothes that can fit into him, as I was searching I remembered that he still has his clothes here because he used to sleep here when we were still together. 

So, I get his clothes and go downstairs when I was in the living room, I was shocked because he's not wearing a shirt. Oh well, It doesn't matter I've seen his body thousands of time. Shit what was I saying!

"Hey. Here are your clothes, the CR is over there." I said while pointing where the CR is.

"Okay thank you." He responded.