Never Enough

Chapter 3

I stuttered for a minute. 

"I'm sorry? What did you say?" I asked him to clear my mind.

"I said I want you back." He repeated.

"I still love you." He added.

"You know what let's just sleep," I said.

"No! tell me what you feel." He said.

"Do you still love me?" he asked me.

Do I still love him? Do I feel the same way just like before? I did not answer him.

"I know you, silence means Yes." He said while smiling like a jerk.

"Of course no—" I stopped for a minute. He did just kiss me. He kissed me. He kissed me. He kissed me. His lips touched mine, oh my God how I miss this lips. That's it. I responded, I don't why but It felt like magic, again. We got ourselves off each other. He looked into my eyes while wearing a smile.

"You do still love me, right?" He said.

"I don't know, I can't explain it," I said.

"But you did kiss back." He said.

I stared at him blankly. I kissed back. Maybe it's time for me to be honest to myself and to him. Maybe it's time to free myself from the pain that the past has brought me. This time I won't lie and I will say what ever runs on my mind.

"I don't believe in falling out of love. Our love for someone or something never fades away, we're just being used to not see them, hug them or kiss them. Deep inside my heart, I know that I do still love you but I am afraid. I don't want to feel to feel the pain that love has given me by you.," I said.

"I'm sorry for what happened in the past, I'm here to prove you that my love is pure and to make things right." He said.

"Can you give me more time to think and to reflect?" I sincerely said.

"Okay, I'm willing to wait for you no matter what." He said. I smiled at him and closed my eyes. 

"Goodnight" I said. 

"Goodnight." He responded. 

"Is this right? Is it alright to give him another chance? Am I going to believe in him? Is it right to love him again? "I asked myself.

I woke up at exactly 5 am, I was shocked when I saw Kian beside me. I almost forgot what happened last night. I looked at his angelic face. there is no doubt that he is incredibly  handsome, I wonder what did he found in me and made him love me for like 2 years. 

"Don't stare at me like that, I'll melt if you will not stop," Kian said while his eyes were closed. 

"Hey conceited man" I said as I felt that my face turned red making me turn back to him. 

"I'll be going downstairs I need to get ready for school. Fix yourself first before going down, my parents are here, I will tell you if you can go." I said. 

"Won't you invite me for breakfast?" he said. 

"Are you expecting me to invite you for breakfast? What would my parents tell me "Why did you let your ex-boyfriend sleep here?" I said. 

"Correction! Ex but soon to be boyfriend again." He exclaimed. 

"Oh, Really? and please shut up cause they can hear you!" I said in a tiny voice.