Dear Diary,
I finally realised that...
I was once,
Drifted and drowned in the deep ocean.
The ocean without the sea,
The ocean that has no end.
The ocean is my own heart.
The ocean is my own thoughts.
Without realizing it,
I was limp and helpless.
I was a whimp and voiceless.
But, there is a spark of ray,
A ray of hope awaits me,
The rays that took me out,
The rays that saved me.
Now, I realize,
It started with me,
Only me, for myself.
I need to get out of this breathless sea,
I need to get out of this braveless misery.
I need to get out,
Fetching and grasping myself,
Accepting the old form of me,
Adapting the new version of me,
Slowly. Yet, surely!
