(Hestia pov)
the first thing I did was put up with protective charms all over our house.
The world was darker. Sirius and everyone else joined the order.
The second I graduate i'm joining as well. I need to fight, need to protect the people I love.
I stayed home all summer reckoned it would be safer.
Lily came over, our parents had become friends
With that James came, Sirius, Remus, Marlene and Peter all came over for a summer pool day
Sirius was fascinated with my muggle pool
That day was perfect listening to Queen, Blondie and David Bowie
I found myself admiring Marlene for longer than I should've. Her blonde hair, those long legs- stop
They stayed till 2am, James asked my mother so many questions about the muggle world and asked how ovens worked
Sirius played around with my little brother who just turned 6
Like a 12 year old girl I would blush anytime Marlene asked me something or stared at me for too long
The rest of the summer all I could think about was Regulus.
How his body felt on top of mine. How he felt inside of me. His tongue in between my breast
He fucked me so good I almost said I love you
Which the sad truth was that I did.
How Persephone loved Hades.
It was a love that hurt. Hurt me so badly. Cut me deeply.
When he digs his claws into me I feel the love radiating off them
Sometimes I try to write my feelings. But all I end up writing is his name
Regulus.
Regulus.
Regulus.
Regulus.
I love you.
I love you.
Regulus.
Regulus.
Regulus.
Do you love me?
I crumble the pieces of paper.
This love wasn't complicated.
It was quite simple.
I loved him.
I cannot have him.
He would not have me.
Simple.
The hard part to except is the part in the middle.
I don't think i'll ever look at anyone else the way I look at him.
For he is the brightest star in the galaxy.
All I can do is sit and watch.
But then I remember, I was named after a goddess my mother was named after a goddess, my grandmother was named after a goddess
Goddesses aren't created to worship the men of stars.
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Apocalypse | Regulus Black
Fanfiction"Your lips, my lips. Apocalypse" "Keep me in your heart for you break me in your hands" "You burn my skin yet promise to never let go" | easy read | Beautiful poetry
