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Sad news Edward said he doesn't want to hurt me I get why he says that he has a very bad past so lma do my best to avoid him but anyways enjoy this chapter loves🍪Mattheo's Pov🌙
"Holy fuck l didn't buy anything for y/n!" I face palm myself,"Excuse me?" I turn around and l see a short beautiful dark skin girl with sea green eye's,l clear my throat "Um yes do l know you or...?" She smiles "Actually yes!" I raise my eyebrows trying to remember where l met her."It's Zahida,Mattheo you were asking me for help remember?" I quickly remembered her and our romantic life together months ago before l left Hogwarts "Oh yeah...hey Zahida what are you doing here?" She lets out a small laugh "Silly willy I'm doing my studies in Hogwarts!" I widen my eye's "What about your dreams of going to America?!" She places her hand on my shoulder "Don't worry about that Mattheo,l just want to embrace my inner talents of magic,and plus Hogwarts is the right place for me." I nod
"So can you tell me what you are doing here!?" She smiles while looking around "Umm I'm buying some flowers for my ex girl....I mean my girlfriend y/n." She sighs "You don't need to explain Mattheo,I told you to win y/n's heart you need to be a good person." I heavily sigh and pulled her into a hug "I'm always here for you Mattheo." She embraces me while planting kisses on my forehead.
She pulls away and smiles "Let's buy her a bunch of flowers and some chocolates." I smile "Great idea Zahida." She walks past me and l turn my gaze to her "Get in!" I follow her from behind and we have entered this beautiful store filled with flowers and vegetables,on the corner there's a fountain filled with water and on the right side there is a fridge with sodas and beers,the ceiling decorated with indie flowers aesthetic and at the back there's a shelf with a bunch of chocolates and crips.
"Amazed?" I smile "Yes l haven't been out for a while Zahida." She pulls me to the counter "Excuse me ma'am we are looking for the most prettiest flowers for my friend Mattheo's girlfriend." I look away "I thought you two were a couple." I felt my anger rush through my body "Are you fucking kidding me old lady...listen I don't give a fuck whether you are older than me but never ever say shit you don't know off UNDERSTOOD!?"I could see fear through her eye's Zahida's eye's met with mine and l could see a frown on her face "Mattheo how could you?" I look away "You know what I'm leaving." I walked away as quickly as l could and slammed the door behind me.
I made my way to a coffee shop and sat down and ordered some cappuccino.
Zahida came running towards me while holding flowers and the chocolates she bought from the old ladies store.
"What the fuck Mattheo how could you say that!?" I sigh "Look Zahida I'm not in the mood right now." She groans "Stop acting like a child Mattheo you are a fucking adult act like one!" I look around and a few people where looking at us "You need to apologise to that lady Mattheo!" I chuckle "Why should l apologies Zahida give me five good reasons!" She nods agressively "1. She's an elder-" I cut her sentence off "And what should elders do...MIND THEIR OWN FUCKING BUSSINESS!" She didn't respond but just stood there studying me "Nothing to say..Thought so." I cross my arms and l could see her rage build up "I AM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU MATTHEO...I AM DONE WITH YOU...THIS IS WHY Y/N LEFT YOU BECAUSE YOU NEVER THE GOOD BOYFRIEND SHE DESERVED...SHE DESERVE WAY BETTER THAN YOU TREAT HER!"What she said made my stomach nott from guilt,the pain I gave y/n all on purpose.
She's right she doesn't deserve me I'm a fucking monster just like my father.
I should have killed myself,l don't need y/n..maybe if l die she will forget about me easily.
Because running away won't make me stop loving,missing y/n she filled a whole into heart and l need to do the same to hers.
"You know what Zahida you are actually right...I don't deserve her,l also didn't deserve you..because I AM A FUCKING MONSTER JUST LIKE MY FATHER!" She frowns and l could feel tears pierce through the corner of my eye "I didn't mean like that Mattheo..." I sigh and looked away "I need to go somewhere else...I don't deserve anyone's love or sympathy." I stood up and walked away I could hear Zahida call my name from behind but l didn't even bother to answer her back.
I soon apperated to a mountain to think about y/n.
"Should l kill myself,will this make things better for y/n?" I mumble under my breath while realising a loud sigh.
Zahida's Pov🌻
"What the fuck did I do...Fuck where is y/n!?" I grabbed her flowers and chocolates and apperated to Hogwarts.
"EXCUSE ME HAS ANYONE SEEN Y/N!?" I squeeze myself through the first years trying to pass through the corridors." Y/N,Y/N!" I shout out her name,until I felt someone grab my arm.
"Who are you and why do you want y/n?" I took a deep breath before l could answer her"Listen..my name is Zahida but it's not important l need y/n because Mattheo is trying to end his life because...because..because of me." She stumbles back "What my Mattheo!?" I raise my eyebrow "Who are you to Mattheo?" Tears start flooding down her cheeks "l'm Anvell her girlfriend and y/n is his ex girlfriend." I roll my eyes without her noticing it "Okay...can you tell me where Y/n is?!" She nods and leads me to the Library.
Y/n's pov🍪
"Can you shut up for once Jacob!" I lightly punch him and he pulls me closer "What if l don't want to..huh What will you do shorty?" I give him a deadly stare and he laughs "tell me or I will make you scream my name." I roll my eye's "You wish Jacob..l belong to Mattheo Riddle." He rolls his eye's "Don't worry I will have you in my next life." He wraps his arm around my shoulder.
Zahida's Pov🌙
"Where is she!?" I look around and l spot her seating on Mattheo's brother's lap.
I walk towards them and cleared my throat "Y/n?" She raises her head "Yes?" I smile "It's a pleasure to meet you I am Zahida I'm a new student but right now it's not important for you to know my name because Mattheo needs you!" She quickly got up from Jacob's lap and pulled down her skirt "What..WHAT,WHAT'S WRONG WITH MATTHEO!?"She grabs her bag "Take me to him please." She begs "Lets go y/n!" Anvell looks at me and rolls her eye's "Does she really has to come with us?" I nod "Yes..to be honest I don't know who you are because Mattheo never told me about you in the first place." I turn my gaze to y/n and she's already crying on Jacob's shoulder.
Mattheo's Pov🌙
"What am l doing?" I look down the cliff and l see water flowing down.
I stood up and took my last breath before l decided to end my life because l was the only one who can end my own fucking worthless life.
"Don't do it Mattheo it's not worth it!" The same voice l could hear in my dream,the same voice that makes my heart melt,the same voice that filled a whole in my heart is now here standing infront of me.
I turn my gaze and it was her y/n fucking Blackwood the love of my life the girl l loved,the first and the last,my fucking one and only.
"Y/n is that you?" She nods and wipes out her tears,"It's me Mattheo...it's really me!" She smiles while holding her tears back "Love.." She mumbles "Say it y/n." She widens her smile "I love you." When she said that all the loneliness inside of me,all that pain I have held for months is now gone.
"I love you Mattheo....I LOVE YOU!" I open my arms for her,she comes running towards me with a bright smile on her face," I love Mattheo..I really do!" I embrace her tightly burying my head on her neck while I hug her "I love you too y/n." I whisper inside her ear.
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Stop l cried while writing this y'all don't tell you didn't!? Lol anyways did you enjoy:)?
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You are mine(Mattheo Riddle × Michael Langdon +Y/N)
FanfictionY/N comes from a pureblood family and has one sister Cordelia Blackwood was raised by her mother and her step father whos a muggle? Read this story if u are 16+ years old it involves sexual scene and drugs:) Toxic relationship,suicidal dont not read...