i love you little one...

Why did you leave me?....

**hi guys so I made some ocs and i decided to use their names for my new story , i know that this probably won't get many views but i'll put my all into this story**
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A random day it was, a day for a pleasant surprise... even for a girl who thought she didn't deserve any type of happiness. It was all so fast. It went from a sudden suicidal goodbye to an "I love you". ...

Daikura had someone introduced to her by a friend, a boy, like any other, having problems with his girlfriend. She tried helping them and things got better. Little did she know ... she would start to develop feelings for him.

She knew she had to keep her distance from him despite her feelings for him getting stronger as the days went by. She thought of him as an amusing person, an interesting individual, and somewhat cute in a way. Even though she is unaware of what his appearance may look like, she didn't care, she wanted him all to herself...she then just started to shrug it off
"I'm crazy , as if I'd ever have a chance with him, he probably doesn't even like me, I'm just being delusional.." or was she

Then the day came where her friend would break up with the boy.. "Atsuki... I think was his name.. "maybe this is her chance to keep him by her side. Time went by, mid February, he messaged her to say goodbye. She was shocked.. "no...."

she tried messaging him, and suddenly a response , she was relived and opened the message. The boy started explaining why he wants to end his life, she tries to talk him out of it. A few minutes go by... "I love you " she says, knowing he'll take is as a friend. "I love you too", he didn't mean it as a friend. "Will you please be mine?" He said... "Yes.."

Her wish had come true, someone she can finally be happy with.. she was at her happiest with the Atsuki, a couple times came by where she was a bit uncomfortable talking him. Their age gap would make it feel worse... since he was 18 and she was 16... they were still going on, despite her constant doubts about him. Her feelings were like a switch, on and off. She sometimes felt used by him, sometimes she didn't, but she would do whatever he asked her to do , even if it was bad, she'd do it, anything to fulfill his deepest desires.

For some time, she felt as though she was his slave, sometimes it felt like equal position, it was very complicated for her to process.. then came July, where she would reach her lowest point in life yet, he saw how much he was hurting her , he couldn't stand it.. seeing her mental health get worse by the minute. He then made the worst possible decision... he broke up with her in hopes that she can focus more on her mental health.

Those words crushed her spirit. She lost hope. "The happiness has to end one way or another..." she couldn't help but cry in agony and despair. It felt as though she lost a part of herself, as though she lost her best friend.
He wouldn't stop calling her cute names, she would cry each time he called her those things, as much as she wanted to say them back to him, she refused to do so. She thought "if we aren't together anymore, we can't treat other the same way , so he has no right to call me those names if we are only just.... friends"

A day after , she celebrated her parent's wedding anniversary...pretty heartbreaking she was celebrating someone else's love and happiness, all alone , unable to tell her family about what she had just gone through.. after cutting the cake , she went to her room and sat in silence as tears started running down her face... she proceeded to call an old childhood friend, a past lover that goes by the name Junji. She dialed his number and tried calling him in hopes that he would respond....

"The person whom you are trying call is not availab-" she hangs up.."maybe he's busy I'll just deal with it alone" she grabs her Tin case to get her razor blade. As she's going to pierce her skin she gets a call... she checks and it's him. She reaches for her phone and takes the call..

"Hello?-"
"hey"
"Umm hi umm I'm sorry for calling you- I didn't mean to bother you"
"I saw you called me, I'm sorry I didn't pick up I was asleep"
"It's fine I-"
"You know what I lied , I just let the call go through and I didn't answer cause I was lazy"
"That's fine you didn't have to pick up"
"Is everything ok"
"no...not really"

She tries hard not to cry and show weakness to him

"What's wrong tell me"
"Is it because of him?"
"yes...."

She cries in silence... she doesn't know what to think, she is just shocked he remembers what she had told him the day before

"He's such an idiot to break up with someone as awesome and perfect as you"
"He doesn't know what he lost"

Hearing those words come out of him, made her cry even more.. "Does he really think of me like that..... why is he being so nice to me..."

He comforted her as she continued crying, she gets tired from so much sorrow

"Hey umm, I'm getting very tired I have to go"
"That's fine, sleep well and ty not to think about him ok?"
"Alright... thank you for taking the one to comfort me it means a lot "
"You're welcome anytime "

*call ended *

She proceeds to go back to the party only to distract herself from thinking about Atsuki. Many hours go by and she falls to sleep..

Next day, she wakes up, miserable as usual since the breakup.. her sister and her husband as well as her nephew came over, she went to go hangout with them to once again distract her from the sorrowful parasite. Later that day , her former significant other Atsuki talk on the phone. She tries really hard to not cry and show weakness once more, so instead she puts on a mask full of rage and anger.

As they are speaking to one another , she started to get more comfortable and said a cute name to him

"Marshmallow"
"Stop calling me that"
"You're a cute Marshmallow"
"I SAID STOP IT STOP CALLING ME THAT"

Her smile turned into a sudden frown

"..."
"I jus don't like it ok."

The conversation went on and she was slowly getting tired of him, she just couldn't bare talking to someone who wasn't hers anymore. They may have ended the call on a good note but she , still wasn't happy...

Next day comes, she still feels numb from so much crying the night before. He texts her as usual, even though the texts meant nothing to her anymore...
Soon came the afternoon, and he still wouldn't stop calling her cute names, she would try to shrug it off as usual.

"Can we get back together?"
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I hope y'all enjoyed that, I'm not sure if it's good or not , but please comment or vote this sorry it would mean a lot , have a good day / evening ...