Learning to love.

Chapter 38

Nai's POV
It was the next morning, Vinnie went home after we came home last night because Thomas needed him for some reason. I was supposed to go to hype today because Vinnie invited me to go at 4. It was currently 12, I decided to sleep in because I deserved it. I got up and ate some pancakes while watching captain America the first avenger, I'm trying to watch all the marvel movies in timeline order so captain America is first. I thankfully finished the movie and it was 3:00 so I finally decided to get dressed.

I showered then got dressed in this

I finished my hair up then made my way out to my car. When I arrived at the parking I look infront of me to see Dylan.

I roll my eyes and said "what do you want Dylan" he laughs and says "I can't believe you nailea, why are you with Vinnie? What can he offer u that I can't?" I laugh and said "Dylan you were an asshole to me. I'm not under your control anymore but with Vinnie, well Vinnie makes me happy." He rolls his eyes and says "but Nai. I still love you" I could feel the tears start to form in my eyes, I then said "Dylan don't" he then says "don't what?"

I clear my throat and said "Don't try and come back when I'm finally happy. I'm finally out of your constant controlling so don't come back and say you love me because we both know you don't. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TRY AND COME BACK INTO MY LIFE BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO LEFT ME WHILE I NEEFED YOU MOSt. If you really did love me you would leave me alone."

Now I was full of tears, crying my heart out. I look up at him and actually see a tear? After all these years I forgot that he could actually feel something because how cold he was to me. I then wipe the tears off my cheeks and try and make my way to my car. I then hear him say "fine" I look back and said "what?" He sighs and says "nailea I do love you. But fine I'll leave you and your little boy toy alone. Don't come back to me if your little TikTok fboy cheats on you again" I look back at him and said "ok then leave" I then see him make his way out of the parking lot.

I hop into my car and rest my head on the steering wheel while letting out a big sigh. I almost fell asleep until I remember that I have somewhere to be. I didn't wanna go but I had to, for Vinnie. I check the time to see it's 3:50. "Shit" is all I could say. I then call Vinnie to tell him ima be late

Nai. Vinnie
Hey baby are you almost here?
I might be a little late.
are you ok?
Um ya of course. I'm on my way there right now
Ok, see you soon. Love you
Love you too
*you ended the call*

Tbh that love you threw me off, I guess I'm not used to people telling me they loved me.

I know I should feel happy after that convo with Dylan because he finally is leaving me alone, but now it just feels like he's officially gone. I hate him and all but he was my first love, my first kiss, my first everything, he still has a piece of my heart that no one else would be able to fill. I love Vinnie tho, Vinnie makes me happy and he gives me butterflies still. I smile at the thought of Vinnie and remind myself how lucky I am to have someone like him.
I make my way to hype house and finally arrive at 4:30