TO ALL THE BOYS EVER AFTER

ch.4- the party

LJ POV

   I  will say me and Kenny's kids would look cute. Lara Jean Donati. I can picture us. But then there's Peter... The thought of Peter makes me so happy. But then I just don't understand sometimes. I get caught up in thinking about what it would be like to have a new love . He has been so faithful to me. Every time something is going good whether its with me and peter, my family, my friends, it could be anything something bad has to happen.

   I remember the letters that Kitty sent and that one of them is to Kenny. Then I realize that it was sent to the summer camp not NYC. I walk up to him and tap him on the back so when he turns around I will be like a surprise I hope that he recognizes I mean after all  I haven't seen him in years.  I think about when we first met he was more shy than outgoing and that's when I knew we would be friends because there was someone like me at camp. I ask Kenny if he has a minute to talk. I walk off with Kenny so we can talk privately. Gen realizes after about 10 minutes that I am gone and starts looking for me, she eventually she finds me. She walks towards me and rudely says "Where have you been? " in her sassy voice. I am pissed. She always has to complain about everything! I mean get a life. I tell her that I will talk about it later with her and demand that she leave to get me a drink.. She flips her hair and walks off, typical Gen! After that little misshape me and Kenny laugh and chat for a while and one thing leads to the next we get close I am a little more than a inch away from is chest he turns his head is about to kiss me in my head I say STOP- your with Peter and you are happy. Right? but I don't stop I get closer and close my eyes. Then all of a sudden Gen arrives with the drinks in her hand and I hear them drop. OMG she says, she saw us almost kissing and she knows that I am with Peter."

     I run inside into the bathroom close the door and start crying Gen runs after me. She talks to me and ensures me that it will be okay, and that she will help me with all of my feelings. I unlock the stall walk to the mirror. I quickly fix my make-up, and walk out like nothing happened. I make my way to the door to leave the party, but before I leave Kenny says "It was really cool seeing you tonight. Is it okay if I can have your number?" I respond by saying "no". I rush out of the party. In tears wondering why my life can't just be okay for a second that's all I ever wanted. I run home climb in to bed. I regret evrey second of that party. I wish I had it in me to say "yes" but I don't. Gen comes in my room and asks if I am okay. I tell her all about Kenny and how we met . She leaves my room and I can't stop thinking about Kenny and Peter. 

Peter POV

The professor looks around the room no ones hand goes up I finally raise my hand the professor takes one last glance to see if anyone has raised their hand and he see's that I have raised my hand. He applauds me for raising my hand when no one else did.  Who wouldn't want to take Kylie around campus? She is the prettiest girl that I have ever seen (besides Covey) He says "Alright Peter I guess you will be showing Kylie around then in that case lets move onto to my next announcement you all will have a essay due by tomorrow and I will give you the class period to work on it, get to working."  I open my MacBook and stare at Kylie for what seems like forever.  The next thing I hear is my professor saying "Right, Mr. Kavinsky?" I quickly respond by saying "yes" since I wasn't paying attention. Then class ends about 15 minutes later.  I start getting ready to take Kylie on a tour. While I am packing up my  stuff. She comes over and introduces herself we shake hands and I introduce myself. She is sweet, hot, and kind ...I can almost imagine what it would be like to get a taste of her. 

  We walk out of the class together and I show her around. I say "this is the dinning hall, that is the dorms, this is where I throw parties. Once the tour is done. And I direct her to her next class. . She says "Hey, thanks for the tour it was really fun talking  with you" I agree and ask her to give me her phone. She hands it over and I type my number in. As I walk to my next class I smile and chuckle. I mean its not like being disloyal to Covey I am just helping out a new student.