No Judgment {l.s}

One

Fetus Harry has a special place in my heart
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Soon the weekend was over and it was back to school I go. I didn't hate school I just didn't love it. all the people who mean most to me aside from my family are there. I may have few friends but the few I have are the loyalist and kindest to me.

I picked out a simple outfit a white tee shirt with a black jacket and some black jeans I went to the washroom to do my morning routine the usual brush teeth and fixing my curls to look suitable enough for people to see I went down stairs grabbing my backpack.

"Morning mum." I said in a cheery tone

"Morning Harry, oh Nialls out front waiting for you." She said getting milk out of the fridge

I grabbed some toast and kissed my mum goodbye telling her If I'm not home I'd spend the night at nialls.

I headed out front and got into Nialls car heading off to school picking up nick and Luke on the way. Once we got to  our destination we headed inside the halls that were crowded with kids passing by trying to make it to class on time.

"Hey Niall wanna hang at my house after school." Louis said snaking his way into our circle of friends

"Sure see you after class, mate." Niall said

I tried so hard to act natural but even being within five feet of Louis gave me butterflies. I gave Louis a quick glance and to my shock he was staring right back at me i panicked for a second but then pulled myself together and gave him a dimpled smile he smiled back and continued down the hallway.

I let out a sigh of relief. see Louis knew who I was at school but he didn't know I was the person who lived in the house Niall went to every day after school and practically lived in.

I made it to class just before the bell rang and sat next to Luke.

We talked majority of the class until he got bored and fell asleep on the desk drool leaking out of his mouth.

I rolled my eyes  and turned forward to whatever was left of the lesson to learn today only to zone for the rest of class and start doodling over my notebook.

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By the time lunch I was bored out of my mind but I knew hanging out with my friends would change my mood. I headed to the cafeteria and grabbed the items I desired to eat which was chips and a small bottle of water and stuffed them into my bag.

I caught up with the rest of the group and we headed out to the field where we always hung out. The field was a few blocks away form school and was next to a park so when we were done eating we'd hangout there but most of the time other kids would be there.

Once we got our spot we all sat down Niall layed down with his head in my lap and instantly going to sleep I rolled my eyes and got out my lunch chatting with Luke and Tyler and nick.

When lunch was over the others headed back to class while me and Niall stayed and walked over to the swing set Niall and me had free periods after lunch and then a few classes together so he was basically always with me I sat on the swing and rocked slowly back and forth

"So Harry, it's time you stop staying home all day when you could be doing so much cause I'm taking you to a party on Friday." Niall said sounding proud

I looked at him with fearful eyes last time Niall took me to a party someone got me high which lead Niall taking me home and me shouting the lyrics to the 'sponge bob' theme song in the back seat.

"I don't think parties are a good place for me." I said hoping he would drop the topic

"Oh c'mon your favorite person is going with us too." Niall said trying to bribe me little did he know that would only make me not wanna go even more. afraid I'll embarrass myself in some type of way in front of him. I shook my head violently.

"Ok that's a yes and two free trips to your favorite fast food place. Please don't be mad at me." He said Ringing out the 'e' and walking away

I sighed in defeat and got up catching up with him and we headed to class together laughing about something stupid he did earlier. I guess I should thank him for letting me know at the beginning of the week so I had time to mentally prepare myself for it but also slap him upside the head for taking me in the first place.

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I sat down in a class that was very uneventful staring out the window in my little own world until someone poked me in the ribs with a pencil lightly I turned and was faced with nick.

"Hey Niall let me know about the party I'll tell the other lads and we'll all go." He said whispering to me

I nodded turning back to the front of the room not paying attention but just obsessing of what I'm gonna wear to the party even though it was later in the week.

Once that last class of the day was dismissed I said goodbye to Niall. I couldn't get a ride from him cause he was in an after school club and I wasn't in the mood to wait around again. So I was quick to catch the bus before it left I went to the back of the bus and turned to look out the window I was about to get comfortable until someone lightly tapped my shoulder I turned and was meet with piercing blue eyes.

"Hi Harry fancy seeing you. Mind if I sit with you?" He said with a warm smile

I nodded and smiled afraid of what would come out my mouth if I spoke. soon as I got comfortable around him we talked the whole ride home about random things.

Our conversation slowly turned into a game of 'truth or dare' I thought I was safe only chosing truth but I guess not.

"Is it true that you like someone on this bus?" He questioned with a smug smile wiggling his eyebrows.

I looked around the bus acting like I was looking for someone and shook my head

"Aw c'mon at least tell me who it is then?" He said begging for an answer

"Never telling you Tomlinson." I say trying to ignore his sky blue puppy dog eyes.

He was about to beg once again but the bus came to a halt. I looked around and didn't see my house but it was only a few bocks away from his I found out.

"Saved by the bus! Welp it was a fun ride Harry see ya around." He said and with that he was out of the bus

The bus continued a few streets more and then stopped out side my house I got out smiling like an idiot. I called Niall and told him about my encounter. Which lead him to giving me a lecture on how to be more out going and gain confidence.

When his speech ended, and I did the usual things I would do all in a good mood the rest of the evening.my family taking notice of my cheerfulness as well

"What's making you smile my darling?" My mother said in a gentle voice

I shrugged and told her it was nothing I kissed her good night and went off to my room snuggled under my big fluffy blanket and drifted to sleep dreams of the feathered haired boy filling my mind

Here it is the first official chapter sorry for the delay hopefully you lovely people like it but that's all I have to say for now Sorry for grammar errors
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