No Judgment {l.s}

Four.

I would do anything for these photos to be real
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I was struggling to stay to stay focused all through out the day nick and Luke trying to put my mind to ease. Which only worked temporarily. Niall was right though I did need to get out of the house if I were not to go I would probably be doing my usual weekend routine. Which consists of eating and sleeping most of the day and watching movies.

It may have sounded really boring but to me it was relaxing at its finest. I was in English at the moment all the class reading to themselves while I was half asleep every now and then turning a page so it looked like I was reading.

At lunch I was quiet quieter than normal no one seemed to notice until after lunch when Niall was talking to me and he asked why I was responding in such short answers.

"Don't be scared to go it'll be fun besides what's the worse that could happen." He reassured me

"I'll be by your side so you don't do anything too stupid." He said patting me on the back

I chuckled "if anything your the one I need to be watching you almost fell down the stairs at one of the parties last time ."

"Your probably right." Niall said

We talked a while longer and decided I would be the one to drive them back home since I wasn't planning on getting drunk.

When it was time to go back to class I headed back inside. I started walking to my next class keeping my eyes trained on the floor. Suddenly Someone bumped into me head on I fell back on impact trying to process why I was on the floor.

"Oops." Louis said and went to give me a hand which I gladly took.

I pulled myself up and tried not to act embarrassed. "Hi." I mumbled.

"Maybe try looking up next time?" He said kindly

"Yeah sorry." I say beginning to gather myself and walk away before I was stopped again.

"Will I be seeing you at the party tonight?" Louis said

I shrugged "maybe, more than likely since Niall will probably drag me there." I say he just laughed and then we parted ways getting to class.

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The more I spent thinking about the party to more I'm regretting going. The only push I had was Louis and Niall. Even with that I'm still contemplating whether or not to go.

It was currently five o'clock which meant we still had time to spare since the party was starting at nine. Until then we kept ourselves occupied with movies. Everyone was eating snacks like chips and such while I stole the tub of ice cream from Luke. Ice cream was the best way to keep me calm in situations like these or any type of food for that matter.

We waited  a few hours more playing a few rounds of FIFA which turned into a game of tag for some random reason. Just a bunch of kids at heart no matter how tough we claimed
to be.

When we finally grew tired of chasing each other around we decided to get ready for the party. Everyone went to change and I went to fix my curls since it looked like I got electrocuted. Once they looked presentable I put on the outfit I got at the mall and waited for the others to finish getting ready.

Tyler wore a pair of black ripped up jeans with a plain black tee shirt. Luke was wearing black jeans as well with a white tee shirt and Niall was wearing blue ripped up jeans with a black shirt and a button up over it which was his usual going out outfit.

We all piled into Nialls car and made our way to the party. When we arrived to the house the party was in full swing the music booming from outside the house. I inhaled shakily. Here goes nothing. I followed the rest of the boys inside and it was your typical party people drunkly dancing and grinding on one another.