No Judgment {l.s}

Eight.

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-I look at Niall not caring what he said still smiling like I received the best news ever.

"Oh your so whipped." Niall said while laughing

"Im not." I say giving my best mad face.

"Nialls right your definitely whipped and so is that boy." Anne said chiming in our conversation.

Me and Niall stare at her for a second. " what?, their chemistry is obvious and I was only here for a moment." Anne said with a smug smile before disappearing into the kitchen once again.

"See even your mum thinks it ha!" Niall said before rushing upstairs.

I feel my cheeks heat up. If it's that obvious he obviously knows right? I think to myself. I brush it off going upstairs finding Niall sprawling out on my bed.

"Oi if your sleeping here your sleeping on the couch. This is my bed." I say throwing my weight on him making him groan.

"Fine fine I will get off your precious bed now get off me." Niall said

Soon we got situated Niall snoring on the couch a little too loudly. I was tucked under the sheets thinking silently as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

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Come morning I woke up to an aroma of breakfast being made the smell of pancake batter and bacon being cooked. My senses coming together my stomach growling demanding food I look over and find the couch empty. Signaling Niall's up and probably down stairs cooking? I get up changing Into a sweater that had flowers embroidered on it.

I head downstairs to find Niall forking away at a pancake that was drenched in syrup. He smiled at me and chewed "mhm~ your mum cooked food for us." He said talking with his mouth full.

"Morning love, want some breakfast?" My mother said sweetly sitting down at the table with Niall starting to eat as well.

I nodded pulling out a chair for me to sit in Niall handing me a plate that had biscuits. I grabbed one placing it on my plate grabbing a few pieces of bacon as well I started eating feeling my phone buzz in my back pocket.

Louis: can I come by tomorrow? :)

I groaned internally. Yes I wanted Louis to come over again but at the same time I was hoping just to stay home and reconnected with my roots by that I mean dressing up and eating rubbish foods with Niall all day.

I typed a pained answer.

Harry: yes :)

I sighed and finished eating. guess I'll have a ball next weekend.

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"You seem rather down today what's wrong?" Niall asked shoveling some popcorn into his mouth.

"I can't dress up Louis' coming over tomorrow." I said in a dead tone.

"Good, but shouldn't you be happy I mean your head over heels for him?" Niall said

"I am happy. Just kinda wished I had y'know free time all I wanna do is watch movies and hang around with you." I say

We fall asleep rather earlier than usual. Meaning we'll probably pull and all nighter tomorrow which I was looking forward too.

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The next morning is uneventful my mother going off to work. Niall driving us to the down town cafe. We eat breakfast chatting here and there. A calm day overall

I looked at the clock it almost being lunchtime wonder when Louis will show up. I sighed and sat back down next to Niall. "That's it your dressing up! Can't stand you looking so bummed."

"But Louis?" I said

"I'll just tell him something came up." Louis said typing on his phone. "There sent it for you now it's time to party!" Niall finished running of to the kitchen.

Coming back with a bottle of clear liquid. "your mom needs to hide the alcohol better. Now how bout some vodka and coke and takeout?" Niall said sounding proud.

I just shrugged and went along with it. Niall pouring me a drink. I downed it all wanting to take some edge off.

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Louis: I'll be there in the evening gotta watch my siblings. I'll just ring the bell

Thinking everything is taken care of now I run upstairs happily. Bringing out the bin from under my bed getting my favorite outfit out and dashing to the closet. Getting a hoodie that was two sizes too big on me falling down mid thigh. Wearing a pink skirt to complete it.

I headed downstairs a little skip in my step. Feeling free like myself again. "There you go back to it. Love it." Niall said drinking what I presumed was alcohol.

We ordered pizza getting some snacks from the pantry. Watching a movie. I feel at home sure I was at home but I had felt out of place but now feeling officially like myself again smoothing my skirt from any wrinkles.

I have another cup of coke and vodka. Starting to feel fuzzy giggling at jokes Niall told that weren't even funny.

It was a little later in the evening now. Still feeling completely buzzed but at a comfortable state. I begin to dose of the doorbell making me jolt awake. I get up thinking it's our pizza.

I go to the door and pull it open. My eyes slowly adjusting to the image of Louis' figure in the doorway. Louis and I lock eyes he then looks down at my outfit making a confused face. I suddenly realize my mistake.

I gasp and slam the door in his face and run upstairs. My mind blurred with panic not hearing Niall frantically asking what's wrong.what's wrong? My worst nightmare just became a reality. That pit of dread coming back to me with full force along with regrets.