Get the fuck out of my life ~ nishinoya's dad

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Ok I'm starting with another flashback because it's important to this oneshot storyline. Also nishinoya has a sister in this. Her names chiaki.
TW: suicide, slight hinted child abuse, angst. If you don't like any of these, please don't read. Thanks :)

~flashback 3 years ago~ (ryuu and yuus last year of middle school) <yes they went to middle school together in this>
Noyas pov:
I was walking home from school with tanaka one day, he was coming to line because we had to revise...ugh. Anyway, we were walking home and chatting about random things like high schools and volleyball. When we entered my house, conversation slowly stopped as I shouted around to see if anyone was in.
"Hey, I'm home!" I yelled. No response. "Hello? Anyone there?...chiaki??"  No response again.
"That's odd...aren't they all usually in before you?" Tanaka asked suspiciously and I just shrugged. Chiaki was probably at a friends house, mom was probably working late and god knows where dad was. Tanaka just nodded slightly and headed upstairs to my room, followed by me.
After about 30 minutes of studying, tanaka excused himself to go to the bathroom after having been fidgeting for ages. There was a few seconds of silence as I read over my notes, until I heard tanaka yell from the bathroom.
"Noya! Come quick!" He yelled frantically, panicking. I got up and raced to the bathroom as fast as I could, my mind racing with thoughts of what could be wrong. Nothing could have prepared me for what I saw Next. I opened the door and there, on the floor surrounded by pulls, was my mum. Tanaka was melt down and checking her pulse before he lay her arm on her stomach and shook his head at me, pain clear in his eyes. I felt the tears fall down my face and tanaka caught me as I fell to my knees, letting me sob into his chest. I looked at my mum again and saw that there was a crumpled piece of paper in her hand. I picked it up and unscrewed it.
"Dear yuu and chiaki,
I'm so so sorry that you had to see me like this. I really am! But you have to understand, I couldn't stay with him any longer. Your dads insane! He made me feel like shit and I couldn't take it. I'm so sorry. I love you both so much!"
"Oh...my god" tanaka whispered when he had finished reading. I just shook my head and screwed it back up, shoving it in my pocket. I pulled out my phone and called for an ambulance but when they picked up, I couldn't speak. Tanaka took the phone from me and spoke for Me, taking charge of the situation while I curled up into a ball and cried.
The rest of the night was just a blur, just a bunch of questions and dirty looks from my dad. After that nothing was the same. My dad left me and chiaki to live on our own and it hurt a lot, but with tanaka there, I kinda hit over it. It's been 1 1/2 years since that day and it still haunts me.
Present day:
"Noya watch out!"  Someone yelled, pulling me from my memories. I didn't have much time to react as a ball came flying towards me, hitting me square on the forehead then falling limply to the floor. "Oh my god noya I'm so sorry!"
"It's ok suga!" I beamed at him, picking up the ball and chucking it back to him. He smiled back and took the ball, before going back to set for asahi. Tanaka looked over with a frown.
"What's wrong dude? Why you staring at me like that?" I asked poking him. He sighed and looked me in the eyes.
"You were thinking about it again weren't you?" He asked and quietly. I inhaled quickly and sighed. He just put an arm on my shoulder and smiled slightly. "It's ok. It's hard to forget stuff like that"
Oh thank asahi for tanaka. I honestly don't know where I'd be without him.
~after practice~
"Bro that rolling thunder is awesome, you need to teach me how to do it!" Tanaka exclaimed excitedly. As usual, me and him were walking home together. I smiled and nodded.
"I will! I just need to learn how to set first" I replied and but my nails. We continued to talk ahoy random shit until we had to split down our separate roads. I waved goodbye to tanaka and walked down the road leading to my house. As I opened the door, I stepped on a letter, leaving a visible footprint.
"Shit!" I hissed, picking the letter up and dusting it as I closed the door behind me. I turned the letter over and read what it said on the front.
"To yuu and chiaki"
I shrugged and opened it, pulling out the folded piece of paper. I unfolded and froze as I read what was in it.
"To yuu and chiaki,
Boy, where do I start? How about I'm sorry? Is that enough? Hell how should I know. I guess I'll find out tho. I'm in town so I'll try and visit you kids.
Sincerely, dad"
I crumpled the note in my fist and kicked the wall, causing a loud thump to echo around the house.
"What the-" my sister ran into the room and saw me holding the letter. "...what's that?
"Letter from dad" I replied bluntly and she clenched her fists, knuckles cracking.
"Burn it"
*1 day later*
I was distracted in practice again, thinking about the letter dad had sent to us.
'I'm  be in town soon' the fuck?? Wh would I care if he's in town or not??
"NOYA" I jumped as tanaka yelled my name. I turned to look at him and he raised an eyebrow. "You good bro?"
"Yea it's just...he's back...my dad" I replied and I felt him stiffen beside me.
"What th- how do you know?" He asked quickly
" he sent a letter. I read it but chiaki burnt it straight away" I replied.
"As she should"  tanaka nodded and raised an eyebrow. "It was probably a bunch of bullshit.
"Yea it was" I said.
(Time skip to later on in practice because im lazy)
An hour of practice ha spaded and we had finished working on our receives so we had started a practice game. 5v5 to specific.
"It's a chance ball!" Daichi called from over the net and hit it up.
"I got this one!" Kageyama yelled and looked over at hinata then at an empty space on the court. I watched them carefully as kageyama set the the ball to hinata and he quickly hit it over the net. It was so quick and everyone watched it as it flew past asahi s face. I ran fast and rolled along the floor, hitting the ball up before rolling onto my back and jumping up again. Suga set the ball to asahi and asahi smashed it, making it hit the floor with a satisfying smack. Suga and asahi cheered as me and tanaka high-fived. We were laughing and joking in about the game, when some clapping at the door interrupted us.
"That was very good yuu" I heard a voice say, causing my hair to stand on end. I turned around and saw my dad standing at the door. I clenched my fists and tanaka growled beside me. "Hi long time no see"
Everyone looked at my dad, and then at me and tanaka, confused by our angry expressions.
"What are you doing here?" I asked bluntly, gritting my teeth.
"I came here to see my son of course!" He replied. I thought back to the letter and what he said. Maybe he meant it?? I walked forward slightly a little and my dad walked towards me, leant down and hugging me.
"Ok listen here you little shit. Your gonna come with me without making a fuss or there's going to be consequences you here me?" He whispered threateningly. I quickly pushed him away.
"Excuse me? What the fuck" I said and stepped back. "Come without a fuss or what?"
My dads expression grew angry for a split second before he smiled again.
"What are you talking about yuu? I just want to chat with my son" he said through gritted teeth. I laughed and shook my head. Everyoen on the team except tanaka looked at me like I was crazy.
"You know what? I cant be bothered for your bullshit today" I said and flipped him off before turning around to walk away.
"Oh well. Your mother wouldn't be very happy if she saw how disrespectful you were being" he said slyly and I stopped in my tracks, clenching my fists. Tanaka gasped and tried to run at him but diachi grabbed him, restraining him.
"What did you say?" I asked quietly, my expression pure anger.
"I said" he repeated menacingly. "Your mother wouldn't be very happy with you disrespecting me. If she was here of course"
That was it. That was all I needed. The adrenaline and anger rushed through me and I turned around, punching him straight in the face. The whole gym gasped as he keeled over, cupping his now bloody nose.
"What th-"
"Get her name out do your FUCKING MOUTH AND DONT EVER TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT AGAIN. YOUR THE REASON SHES NOT HERE. YOUR THE ONE WHO DROVEF HER MAD, YOUR THE ONE WHO MADE HER FEEL LIKE SHOT EVERYDAY AND YOUR THE ONE WHO DROVER HER TO DO WHAT SHE DID. SO YOUR THE REASIN SHE ISNT HERE! NOT ME, NOT MY SISTER, YOU AND FOR WHAT??? JUST SO YOU COULD KEEP UP THAT "COOL" ACT OF BEING AN ASSHWOLE?? WELL NEWSFLASH DICKHEAD, IT WASNT COOL IT WAS ANNOYING. "your mum wouldn't have liked this" SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU WOULDNT KNOW WHAT SHE LIKED OR NOT COS YOU DIDNT CARE ABOUT HER. YOU NEVER DID. SO FUCK OFF WITH YOUR BULLSHIT"
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The whole gym was silent apart from the sound of heavy breathing. My dads eyes went from shocked to piercing in seconds.
"How dare you, I'm your dad so you better-"
"OH AND YOU CAN FUCK OFF WITH THE "I'm your dad so respect me" BULLSHIT TOO! A DAD IS A PERSON WHO LOOKS AFTER HIS CHILDREN AND DOESNT LAY A FINGER ON THEM TO HURT THEM. THIS IS A THING YOU WILL NEVER BE BECAUSE ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IS BEAT YOUR CHILDREN. DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED CHIAKI WAS EVERYTIME YOU WALKED INTO THE ROOM?? YOU HURT SO. DAMN. MUCH. THAT SHE SOMETIMES FLINCHES WHEN PEOPLE MOVE. DOES THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY? DOES IT MAKE YOU HAPPY TO SEE HAPPY TO SEE HOW BROKE WE ARE BECAUSE OF YOU??"  I yelled, cutting him off. There was more silence before I heard asahi whisper something under his breath.
"Oh wow" he whispered. I turned my head slightly to indicate that I had heard. Suddenly, there was some shuffling behind me, and then tanaka was by my side, fists clenched.
"Yuu I-"
"Don't even try. You had your chance a year ago, and you blew it" tanaka interrupted, growling angrily. My dad looked at me with a pleading look in his eyes. I just retired his gaze with a look of disgust and sighed.
"Take you shit and fuck off somewhere else. I don't want you in my life anymore" I spat.
"Please I-"
"GO"
Everybody jumped when I shouted again, not expecting me to too. When he didn't move, coach ukai came over and pushed him towards the door, kicking him out and shutting the door behind him. Once he was fully out of site, I broke down, tears rolling down my cheeks. I fell limp and tanaka held me, kneeling in the floor and hugging me while I sobbed into his chest. I could feel everyone staring at me and I was about to break the hug, when I felt someone hug me from behind. And then 2 more poeple came and hugged from either side. They kept coming until everyone was on for a big group hug.
"Don't worry noya, we all have you back" suga whispered and I sobbed harder, squeezing his arm gratefully. God I love the team so much. I'm so glad I have them.
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Hey! I hope you enjoyed this one! I had a dream about noya lashing out and punching someone so I turned it into a fanfiction. I actually kinda like this one tho :) hope you liked it <3

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