Good boy~

1 step foward and 3 steps back

izuku pov

over the next week we texted quite a bit. every once and a while he would tease me and flirt a bit. But for the most part he was pretty chill. we got along well.

on the day of the first shoot i was really really nervous so he stayed on call with me while i got ready.

-the morning of-

I wake up around 7:45 am since the shoot is at 10 am. i felt like throwing up. my stomach was in knots and twists. just the thought of messing up made me wanna break down and cry.

i take a deep breath and slip out of bed. i walk over to my bathroom and the rug squishes between my feet. i look in the mirror and i looked horrible, my eye bags looked even worse than normal, hair a total knotted mess, and my skin so pale i practically looked like a zombie.

my eyes tear up and i can't help but bite down on my quivering bottom lip. why was i freaking out so much? i never do this.. was it because i've never done anything with a serious model before?

or was it because i hadn't seen todoroki since our last...well.. incident...

i took a shaky breath and i heard my phone ding. i looked over and see a text from todoroki. i smile and check it.

sho- hey just wanted to make sure you were up

izu- yup! i made sure to set my alarm for 7:45 :)

sho- good job
-you nervous at all?

izu- yea i've actually nvr been this nervous before
- i feel like i could throw up

sho- well don't worry too much ok?
- i'm sure everything will go good

izu- i hope so
- i'm just rlly scared i'm gonna mess up

sho- you won't baby i promise

i smiled at the pet name. even though we were just friends he still called me them. i just let him get away with it. i secretly really liked it..

izu- u sure?

sho- yes izuku, you're gonna be great, me and you look amazing together and so does the cute clothes

izu- yea ig you're right, i'm prob worrying over nothing

sho- just relax ok?

izu- thankyou i really appreciate it

sho- ofc, i'm always here if you need me

izu- you really are amazing

sho- i'm not but thankyou

izu- i feel a lot better now

sho- good, don't need you freaking out on me

izu- pfft i would nvr

sho- good id have to kick ur ass if u did

izu- :0
- nuuuu

sho- you're cute
- you sure ur ok?

izu- yea i think so...

sho- it's ok if you're not

izu- i'm just rlly worried ya know
- what if i trip or i don't look good in the clothes
- or what if they don't like me anymore and they replace me
- oh god what if i make the whole shoot look bad

sho- izuku baby calm down
- it's gonna be ok

izu- but what if it's not sho

my breathing had quickened and i was slumped against the wall, tears starting to form.