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YOONGI'S POV

Binuksan ko ang bintana at hinayaan ang sariwang hangin na pumasok sa room. The air's quiet chilly today.

"Yoongi."

I hummed in response before looking at Jin hyung. Medyo nagulat ako nang makita ko siyang nakatayo sa kabilang bahagi ng pinto.

"Hyung?"

"Bibili muna ako ng pagkain. Miss may come any minute kaya dito ka lang ah?"

I nodded my head before giving him a small smile.

"Patay gutom." I commented and hyung rolled his eyes. "Whatever." And with that, he closed the door and left.

Kasalukayan akong nasa loob ng music room kasi sabi ni Jin hyung na gusto raw ako makausap ni miss. Ewan ko kung sinong miss ang tinutukoy but I decided not to mind the details. If someone wants to talk to me then I'll spare some of my time for our conversation.

Well, except if that someone is Chaerin.

To be honest, I'm feeling quite guilty about ending Anonymous' journey and suddenly leaving her. Hindi niya naman kasalanan na akala niya si Hoseok si Anonymous.

I mean I did give her little to no hints.

Also, I took out some of my anger on Hoseok the other day and now, I feel horrible.

What kind of friend am I?

Napabuntong hininga nalang ako bago ako napasandal sa windowsill.

I should go and look for him after I talk to miss.

"I owe him an apology." I mumbled to myself before heaving another sigh. Narinig ko ang pagbukas ng pinto, hudyat ng pagbabalik ni Jin hyung o yung pagdating ni miss. Lumingon ako sa direksyon ng pinto at nagulat ako nang makita ko ang isang hinihingal na Chaerin.

Anong ginagawa niya dito?



CHAERIN'S POV


Pilit kong hinahabol ang hininga ko habang nakahawak sa mga tuhod ko. Takbo nalang ako ng takbo ngayon ah! Pagod na ako!

"C-Chaerin?"

Napatingin ako sa may-ari ng boses na yun at nang nagkatugma ang aming mga mata, parang nawala ang nararamdaman kong pagod. Using the handkerchief that Hoseok gave to me a while ago, I wiped the sweat off my face.

"What are you doing here?" Tanong ni Yoongi at itinago ko yung panyo bago ako humakbang palapit sa kanya.

Tinatanong pa ba talaga yan?

Tumigil ako sa harap niya — isang hakbang nalang yung distansya namin sa isa't-isa. Yoongi stared at me while I glared at him. He looked bewildered for a moment. Hindi naman sa galit ako sa kanya....

Sadyang nanggigigil lang talaga ako.

"Yoongi."

"Yes?"

I gave him my sweetest smile before speaking.

"Tangina mo."

Yoongi's eye widened and his jaw dropped. Pasensya ka na ah pero mura talaga ang unang pumasok sa isip ko eh.

"Wha—"

"Minimura kita kasi nakakagigil ka eh! Ikaw pala si Anonymous pero sinuportahan mo pa rin ako nung sinabi ko na si Hoseok si Anonymous! Pagkatapos nun, iiwan mo ako sa ere?! Ano ba?!"

"Paano mo yan nala—"

Pinutol ko na siya.

"Hoseok told me everything."

Well, not really everything, there's a few unknown details but that's not important right now!

"Ha... This was a part of his plan. That's why Jin hyung brought me here." Yoongi said before holding his head. Tumango lang ako kahit hindi ko gets yung sinabi niya.

Sorry na.

"Alam mo Yoongi...."

Brace yourself!

"Crush kita noon pero nag-move on ako sa'yo dahil kay Ria tapos nagka-crush ako muli sa'yo dahil tinukso ako ni Yewon and then, nag-move ako dahil gusto kong bigyan ng chance si Anonymous tapos in the end ay ikaw lang pala si Anonymous?!"

"What?"

"Nag-move on ako for nothing?! Feel ko tuloy na pinaglalaruan mo ako! Pinakilig mo ako tapos iniwan mo ako! Ang sama mo! Porket pogi ka tapos talented gaganyanin mo na ako?!"

Naramdaman ko naman ang pagtulo ng mga luha ko.

Shit.

The frustration's getting to me. Yoongi stared at me, bewilderment evident on his face. It took him a few seconds to recover.

"Chaerin..."

His eyes softened and I can suddenly feel my heart softening too. Yoongi closed the gap between us as he engulfed me in a hug.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you like this." He softly whispered and I could feel myself tearing up even more. "Bwesit ka...." Sabi ko at mahina siyang napatawa. "Alam ko. I'm sorry."

Hindi ko naman kayang magalit sa kanya. Sadyang nafrustate lang ako kasi pinaikot-ikot niya lang ako.

"Yo—"

"I love you."

He hugged me tighter and I felt my cheeks heat up. Saglit lang! Hindi ako naready?!

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for confusing you and for suddenly leaving you. I know that I probably don't have the right to say that right now but I can't think of other words that would soothe you right now." Yoongi explained and I just listened to him. "I just want you to know that even if I used those words to soothe you right now, those words still hold the same meaning when it's being used by other people." Kumalas si Yoongi sa yakap saka binigyan ako ng isang matamis na ngiti.

"I love you, Han Chaerin, always did and always will."

Yoongi held my head and pulled me closer — giving me a kiss on the forehead. Naramdaman ko na naman ang pangingilid ng mga luha ko. It's not because of frustration but because of happiness.

He said the right words at the right time.

"I love you too, Min Yoongi."

I whispered, loud enough for him to hear, as I let the tears run down my face.

Minahal kita bilang Min Yoongi at minahal kita bilang si Mr. Anonymous.

Kahit ano ang gagawin ko, sa'yo pa rin ako pupunta.

It's you.

Always been and will always be.

-♡-♡-♡-♡-

MR. ANONYMOUSTempat cerita menjadi hidup. Temukan sekarang