Do You Accept Me? BOYxBOY

Chapter 3

You Disgust Me

Shane's POV.

He kicked me out. Of course he would, he thought that I was behind it all. What do I have to do to show him that It wasn't my fault? I went to the flower shop in the lower level of the hospital and bought him flowers. Now I'm not use to do this but a little kindness goes a long way. Am I right?

I went up to the room again but heard voice. No it couldn't be, I went in there and was surprise to see Adam and Joseph here.

"Omg, how you guys been?" I said the moment I saw them, but they didn't answer me. What's wrong do I have something in my face? That's when I notice that Adam said something about flowers. Flowers? What flowers? Oh, right the flowers I bought for Eddie they were still in my hands. I walk up to the empty vase and place the flowers in there and bought some water.

"There the room looks better. Do you like them?" I asked Eddie looking at him. Forgetting that Joseph and Adam is here, which is a surprise to me.

"Hey, guys." I said to them. 

Did he just ignore me? I walked out the room and straight out the hospital. I went to a flower shop again and bought a card and wrote a poem. I went again to the hospital and walking in Eddie's room.

"Hey, Eddie some guy left you this by the door way. I was trying to catch up to him but he out run me." He looked at me like I was crazy.

"Who can out run you?" Eddie said.

I was about to respond but Joseph beat me to it. "Does it really matter? What does the card says?" Joseph said. Embracing me in a side-hug.

As Eddie was reading the card. A cold shiver ran up my spine.

"This is like the third or fourth letter." Eddie said.

"What you mean?" Adam said.

"Yeah, someone keep on leaving letter in my locker." Eddie said looking directly at me. "I know what you trying to do. Why not tell me?" He asked me.

By this time Joseph and Adam moved toward the front door.

" 'Cause I was scared that you wasn't into me. I been had a crush on you, I just never had the gusts to tell you." Shane said. "W-w-would you go on a date with me?" I said to him.

Everyone felt quite. Waiting for Eddie to answer me.

"How?" He answered. "I can't leave the hospital yet." He said again kinda fast so I knew that he was nervous.

"Don't worry I arrange for food service, but the only thing is that this is only a dinner date so....." I looked at Adam and Joseph.

"No, no we understand what you mean. We see you later Eddie." Joseph said and walked out the room with Adam holding hands.

Adam's POV.

"It's kinda nice that Eddie and Shane are together now." I said to Joseph while we walk down the hallway.

"I don't know but something seem fishy." Joseph said.

"What you mean fishy?" I asked Joseph and looked at him when he didn't answer my question.

"What I mean is that I think, I think Shane is playing around with Eddie. Like his true feelings are fake." He said looking at me.

"That's ridiculous. Why would Shane play with Eddie's feelings like that for no type of reason? Shane is the famous football player of the school what other fame does he needs?" I said summing up the puzzle.

"Why would Eddie be mad at him when we got there?" He asked me. I was stunned with that question. In the room he looked like he cared and it did show that he did. But was Shane hiding something from Eddie. I'm not liking this one bit.

Eddie's POV.

Now he wants to act like he cares. Oh, God this relationship is not going the way I want it to go. It was just me and Shane in the room, the food had arrived but Shane wasn't touching his food.

"Eddie, this-this is a mistake." Shane said out of nowhere.

"What you mean a mistake?" I asked him.

"Look, in school with the letters I just wanted to be a secret admirer and that's it. I never thought that It was going to be more then that." He said looking down at the floor. "I never thought that this feelings are real." He said to me and when he looked at me tears where falling down his face. I never seen the most beautiful face in my life, except for mines of course.

But I rebound and thought about what happen. "Why hide what you feeling?, why deny me in front of your friends?, If you deny me in front of them the first time what makes you think that you're not going to do it again and again?" I asked him.

He didn't answer me. "Shane Benson get out of here. I don't want to see you, talk to you. I don't want nothing to do with you. You disgust me, you're not going to change because you say this right now and later in front of everyone you'll change your mind and throw me in front of the bus. So what type of future I have with you if you're a two face person that don't listen to your feelings and worry about what people think of you. You're all about image, and you're the pawn playing the game. One wrong move and you lost every single connection you think you have." I turned my head and close my eyes holding back tears because I don't want to show him that I'm crying. Don't show that person that you thought that care about you your feelings when they up and betray you in the end.

"Eddie," He said to me.

"Get out!!!!" I said to him.

The door open and closed again. I turned my head and he was gone. I know I have to face him in school. But what he thought that I was going to do. He tells me that he likes me then he flip it around like it's nothing like I'm nothing. I'm a human being not an object and when the time comes I'm going to face him and bring out his entire feelings so the whole world can see the real Shane Benson.