Do You Accept Me? BOYxBOY

Chapter 19

The Shock Of My Life

 

Carlos's POV.

I jump up and looking at Sam like his a ghost....please don't remind me he face expression said. I looked over at Dean and he has his eyes that looked like their about to come out his face. "Water,"  Sam said and laid back down as I grab the cup and pour water in it, gave it to him. Which he drink all of it and layed back down. Nobody spoke for a full minute.

There was a knock on the door and we all looked and notice that it was Eddie, Shane, Joseph, Adam and Mike where there standing with flowers, teddy bears and candy.

"Hey, easy on the candy there." I said to Adam who was holding the biggest candy box ever. He smiled and placed it next to Sam.

"Hey, there. How you feeling?" Adam asked him.

"Like if someone ran me over," He answered looking around the room and locked eyes with me. He eyes went big, and he turned his head the other way. "Was I jumping or moving?" He suddenly asked.

"Yes, you were moving and you was telling me to open the door for you." I told him. He looked shocked but then settle down.

"I had a dream which didn't felt like one....it felt real like I was really there. I was in our house and then I fell threw the floor and landed on the ground the this lady-," He said.

"Lady? what lady?" I said to him.

"Mom," He said. Everything in me froze.

"What did you just said?" I asked my brother my blood and everything in me went numb. I haven't heard about my mother in so long or seen her. "What did you just said?" I asked him again.

"Like I was saying. This lady came to me and she looked-or I should said we looked like her and she started to tell me that dad killed her and buried her in the backyard of the house."

"Mom been gone ten years, Sam, how can that 'lady' be our mother-" I said but he cut me off.

"Because she told me she was and to also tell you that you're doing a great job in raising me and that she also know about you and Mike. She's always watching us." he said and layed back down. This day is one confusing day in my life. I haven't thought of my mother in so long, I reached to the back of my pants for my wallet and taken out the last picture of her and showed Sam. He's eyes went big and he shook his head meaning that the lady that he was speaking to was our mother. I sat on the bed, grab his hand and began to tell him about our mother. After he was put to sleep. I talked to the doctor and he said that by month he could leave home but to not get to excited.

My brother's going home. Thank God, I miss him already.

 

Eddie's POV.

Everyone left the room now that Sam's awoke. I think he wants privacy even Mike and Dean left with us. I'm still thinking about what I did but pushed it aside I know that Sam and Dean forgive me at least I think.

I have my distraction we're still in school and this is our last semester 12th grade never felt so good. To bad Sam have to stay one more year, Dean is in our group so we all have to leave Sam behind which suck.

I think that's what is bugging Dean he even said it and his sad about it too.

"I have a plan why don't we throw a small party for Sam since it's almost his birthday and his turning seventeen and his almost coming out of the hospital it'll be good to do it for him." I said. Everything thought about it and agreed.

"His birthday is next month then we're graduating, it'll be good to celebrate." Carlos said. "We never celebrated a birthday party before so this is very new to me." he added.

Everyone stood quite and looked at him with sad faces. "Well don't worry Carlos we're not going to have one birthday party we're having too. Omg it's going to be fun with lots of people-," I said but was cut off.

"Can we just leave it with all of us. We're not use to having so much people," He said.

"Of course babe," Mike said. Hugging him and Carlos lean on him.

**********************************

Time flew and once you seen it; it was already next month and everyone was going crazy. With a surprise party planned and Carlos and Mike went to go pick up Sam from the hospital. We put the banner that says "Happy Birthday Sam & Carlos." that looks good.

I heard a car door closing and I single everyone to hide behind whatever could cover them. The door open and everyone jump up saying surprise. Sam and Carlos were shock well not Carlos because he knew but Sam was.

Sam came in walking slowing. Well that was expecting they were both smiling. They walked in the kitchen were most of the decoration was at. On top of the counter was the cake and nicely printed in bold letters were Carlos and Sam's name. There were gifts everywhere, the music was playing not o loud.

After cake we'll have lasagna and for desert chocolate cake. Everyone was laughing and everyone was having such a good time, we'd move to the living room after cake and lasagna to watch a movie that was about to play when the door bell rung and in the envelope slot came in a letter but before I went for it Sam got to it and grab it. His face was completely white when he turned around and looked at his brother

 

Sam's POV.

Can you say that dead people come back. Well he has, I open the letter and it was a shocker. 

Dear: Carlos Callaway,

You should know why I'm writing you and it's because I want to meet up and talk to you. You should know that I'm sick and dieing and would like to have one last conversation with you and Sam. You should that I'm sorry about what I did to you and Sam. I hope you find it in you heart to forgive me.

Love, Dad.

What is this a joke? I read the letter to Carlos and he just laugh it off until he grab it from me and read it himself. "You shouldn't worry," Mike said "My mother would read this letter and help you guys out." he said putting the letter aside and going back into the living to start watching the movie.

 

Billy's POV.

I hope they read that and understand that I meant business. I walk back to my car and get in driving across town into a deserted road all the way to the end of the road is where I'd live. The house has seen a better days but it's still livable. I walk in and the place smell like it hadn't been clean in months and that's true. I don't need to clean it my sons do, even though their not here I know that they'll come back to me. I know Sam will because his weak. I don't want nothing to do with that gay boy Carlos.

I sat in the living room with a cold beer and the TV on...plotting how I'm going to get my baby boy back home and maybe leave the state with him. Yes, of course take him away far from here. I smile  and drinking my beer and laughing at me plan. I got up and called an agency and bought two ticket to Alaska.