Distraction

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Scarlett's POV:

I was just sitting on the couch watching Thor: Ragnarok since it was my favorite film and damn Hemsworth and Ruffalo killed it! After a while I started hearing moaning from y/n's room, seriously? Again? Jealousy ran through my veins as I heard her moaning, the fact that it wasn't because of me killed me. Y/n and I are living together, we're best friends, I mean I actually kinda do have a crush on her but that's a whole other story, anyways she currently has no where to stay so I thought I'd let her stay with me. She was living in Brooklyn back then and I just recently moved to Manhattan, I don't exactly know what happened that she got kicked out of her own house because every time I ask her she just changes the topic, I know she is hiding something from me but I think she'll tell me when she's ready. 20 minutes later an unknown face came down stairs with y/n behind him holding his hand they get to the door and he stands there for a couple of seconds, "That was amazing, will you call me?" he asked with a soft smile on his face "Yes! Of course, I will call you!" y/n responded and shut the door "Yeah no, not gonna happen I'm not calling him" she muttered to herself. Why is she doing this?


Y/N's POV:

After I closed the door I sat next to Scarlett on the couch "What're you watching?" I asked "Thor: Ragnarok" she answered with a quiet annoyed look on her face, I decided to ignore it. "Omg that's my favorite movie!" I gasped excited but she ignored me. It was awkward silence and I could tell we both felt really uncomfortable so I just asked "What's wrong, you seem annoyed" she sat there with a straight and emotionless face "Because I am annoyed" she responded still not showing any emotions. "Why?" I asked looking at her with a little concern in my face, she finally eyed me with a disappointed face "Why are you doing this?! It's 10 in the morning and the first thing you do is fuck some random guy you met yesterday, and that's like the forth time this week! You moved in two months ago and all you do is fuck some guys and it's always a different guy each time! I don't even understand why you're doing this, if I would have known you would do that, I would've never let your horny ass move into my house! Like seriously it's so annoying!" she said with the most annoyed voice, I was shook and I didn't know what to say so I just looked down and saw my hands were shaking. I mean yeah she's right, since Lizzie Olsen and I ended our secret relationship I don't know what to do anymore, we both wanted to keep it a secret because we both were too scared to come out as bisexuals, Lizzie kicked me out of our house in Brooklyn that's why I asked Scarlett if I could stay with her for a while. Lizzie was my everything, she was the one keeping me alive and now I lost her. I needed to distract myself from it somehow and sex was kinda the only thing that helped, but lately it wasn't helping me anymore. "I- I'm sorry, just excuse me for a second" I stuttered and ran to the bathroom "No y/n wait I'm sorry, I didn't mean that" Scarlett mumbled but I just ignored her and locked myself into the bathroom. I started panicking but a quick minute later I calmed myself down, I then unlocked the door and made my way back to my room without talking a word to Scarlett, but she knew she had to give me some time so she didn't bother me, and I was thankful for that. I spent the whole day ignoring Scarlett and overthinking about my current situation, I should really talk to her about it, I can't just hide all my emotions it's definitely not healthy. Currently it's 9 pm and I decided to head downstairs and talk to Scarlett about what was happening in my life right now. I sat down next to her on the couch and she immediately turned to face me and I could tell that she was really concerned. I had tears in my eyes and struggled to speak, "I- uhm, I just..." I stuttered and she just hugged me so tightly it felt so good to be hugged again, I started bursting into tears while my head was buried in her chest "Shh it's okay, I'm here" she spoke softly, we sat there hugging each other for a good minute, then I untangled myself and eyed her "Do you want to talk about it?" she asked me with a soft smile on her face, I nodded. "Before I moved into your house, I was living with Elizabeth Olsen in Brooklyn, we were secretly dating and nobody knew about it because we were too scared to admit that we both are bisexual. And uhm, one night we had this really really big fight, both of us were screaming at the top of our lungs and she kicked me out, I had no place to stay so I lived in my car for a week or more and then I found out that you recently moved to Manhattan so I thought maybe I could stay with you for some time so I could get my shit together and then buy myself a house. But as you can see it definitely ran out of hand and I figured sex was the only thing that distracted me so I had a lot of sex with some random people and now I'm sitting here talking to you not knowing what to do with my life anymore." I said while many many tears rolled down my face, everything hurt in that moment, I could feel a cold rushing down my spine and my heart ached. I just gazed into Scarletts eyes as hers filled up with tears too and it showed me that she really did care, and that made me a little happier. "y/n, I- I'm so sorry all this happened to you... I wish I could've been there for you sooner." she cooed lifting my chin, "And I would never judge you for being bisexual! I never told anybody but uhm, I'm a lesbian." Scarlett mumbled with a soft smile and it slowly lightened the dark inside of me, I was so happy to hear that because I actually had these sort of feelings for her lately. I don't think she is into me but it just made me happier. I started to smile a little bit trying not to show my excitement but I couldn't hide it. "Promise me something," she started putting her hand on my cheek and stroking it "if you ever feel alone or if you ever feel like having sex to distract yourself, you will come to me and we'll talk about it. It's much healthier than having sex with people you met a day ago" she joked and it made me giggle a bit. "I promise!" I smiled softly. I was so happy that I now had someone to talk to, I didn't had to hide my emotions anymore and it relieved me. She then hugged me tightly and we both melted into the hug.


Scarlett's POV:

As I hugged y/n I thought about the things she just said, she is bisexual! Which means she could have a crush on me too! I couldn't stop thinking about it, I had a crush on y/n for ages and the thought of getting her to be my girl made me so happy! I mean maybe she doesn't want me but there is still hope! I had to tell her but I didn't know if it would destroy everything or make everything better, I mean the excitement she had when I told her that I'm gay, I think I'm going all in. "y/n, can I tell you something?" I asked as I kissed her forehead "Mh-hm" she hummed as a yes and I took a deep breath "I- I actually have a crush on you."  I whispered and y/n immediately untangled herself from my hold and looked at me, she looked so shocked I thought I destroyed everything but then I saw a soft smile appearing on her face and she locked her lips with mine right before I could apologize for thinking that I ruined it all.  "You idiot, I love you" she laughed and I widened my eyes with a smile. Our lips were intertwining again, the feeling of love and lust running through both of our veins, when we took a break to breathe I whispered "I love you" and she smiled against my lips. I really do love her and now I get to be that lucky to call her mine.

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